ugh...
havent updated in a while... started school.. the 1st couple of days were a living nightmare.... every1 knew every1.. but after likr the 2nd day i started making freinds really fast.... well chs is ok now.. but i still wish i was back at home in waterford getting down with all my girlz.. i miss you guys soo much <3... im so excited i get to go to the waterford kettering homecoming.. yay and i get to go with my best girly brittni... im so excited... i cant wait.... well.. i dont know why but this entry is really gonna be out there.. and i dont expect any1 to comment or read it so yah...
i have been so depressed and i dont know why.... i mean all of a sudden i just start crying out of no where.. maybe its the stress, maybe its the lonleness, maybe its the thought that no1 will like me, maybe its just me, maybe i have to relex.... i just want everything to end... just right now.. somehow... i hope everything will be ok in the end.. my feeling are getting torn apart.. i like chs but its not home... alot of the girls want nothing to do wit u if u arnt in there lil circle.... i dont know why cant it all end... come to a end.. only if wishes come true..
well here is a poem that i wrote.. have funn..
One day everything thing is fine then the next thing you know it's gone like the wind...Everything changes right before your eyes... and no1 ever stands and thinks about how things come and go in our life. Friends come and go, family comes and goes, and everybody comes and goes. But you will always have yourself. No matter how hard it is you have to hold on to your respect and happiness because it can be gone like that. Trust me my friend I should know because my respect and happiness for myself is already long gone. Live life to the fullest without any regrets…