Jan 27, 2006 23:55
working in the restaurant business is hard.
people stiff you and you are there to smile and give them pretty much anything they want.
i have to work tomorow. again. thank Jesus for this job. its providing the airplane ticket, and the school tuition and hopefully a camera.
unless some one has a heart to give. hah
Jesus i don't know how you are going to do this... but i know you are faithful.
let me go. let me capture, and let people see you inthe art.
i want a canvas. for some people their body is their canvas. mine will not be. for some people their words are their canvas. thats me.
i hope to convey a beautiful message of hope and of inspiration.
i don't want to be hypicritical. however, when i do something i say i won't do... thats kind of misleading and im sorry.
please forgive the human in me.
cus im trying to change.
i love. alot. and hardcore.