This is only my second update of the summer.

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...and here i was last time thinking i might be able to update regularly -___-

well... in case yah havnt figured out by now, my thoughts are more than a lil jumbled, so i think its always best for me to update in bullet form, seeing as it is that that's how these things run through my head.

• Its hot...really hot.  Being on this computer is not helping cause it only makes the room hotter.  It does however, have some pretty lights on the side, so the heat to visual appeal ratio really balances things out. 
  
• I got a rebate check today for the unusually powerful flashlight i bought.  Its no maglite or surefire, but it sure blinds the hell out of anyone who i shine it at.  It too produces an ungodly amount of heat.
• My eel died.  i didnt want to believe it at first, but he died, and because of all the parasites inside him, he turned into mush in a few hours.  Clean up was fucking nasty.  the ammonia and nitrates that he spewed out of his body were so potent that nearly everything in the tank died.  The shrimp survived.  From that i have decided that i will raise shrimp in my next tank.  if i can afford it... total cost of raising an eel and maintaining the tank, plus cost of medications?  It added up to a few hundred dollars.  If anyone has any sick fish though, of the scaled or scaleless variety, i am more than ready to nurse them back to health.  unless they have parasites... in which case you are fucked.
• does anyone else get the feeling that they can't write anymore?  i have lost all sense of style in my writing... and looking back, alot of the stuff above doesnt make sense either... iunno.
• the potato nancy got me is not growing.  ive tried everything... putting it in light, putting it in dark, keeping it moist, flat out submerging it for a night...  and nothing.
• i wanted to cry while registering for classes the other day, but i still managed to get my second choice of classes.  Thank friggin goodness... come september itll be school from morning til early afternoon, football from early afternoon til late afternoon, and work from evening to 9pm
• My dog tags still have no engraving on them, but that might be a good thing.  They serve as a constant reminder not to settle for anything less than perfection, afterall, any mark made on them is going to be permament... better to keep them blank for now.
• I'm a much angrier person than i used to be.  I wouldnt say alot more oblivious to other people's feelings as much as i dont give a whoop anymore... that really only applies if i hate you though (that list is steadily growing)
• I crashed my model airplane, and i dont have any money to fix it.  It started to fly out of range so i started chasing it, and i managed to bring it back in my direction, but it was flying downward and a very steep angle, going VERY fast.  If anyone wants to go fly it with me when i get it fixed, you guys are more than welcome.
• one of the contacts i am wearing has the regular blue tint to it, but the other is completely clear... i cant understand why.  I started using both contacts the first of the month.  what the hell happened?
• Glory is a great movie with an even greater soundtrack, i wish you guys would realize that
• This list is getting kind of long, and it might just get even longer so im going to shrink the font, make it harder for you guys to read, but at least nobody will complain about LJ cuts.
• I'm going to take my remington to the pawn shop i think
• I can't stand it when you guys say you can't wait to go back to school.  Mostly, i just can't stand not being able to say the same thing.
• Im never buying a fucking kenetic watch ever again. 
  
• I need to get my rims sandblasted but i have no clue how much that's going to cost, or how long that is going to take.  The car is too agressive for my tastes right now...
  
• I love my celebration shoes, but now i've set my sights on the high top version with the strap.  I also need a good pair of all purpose black on black shoes.  Maybe ill get forces, then i can tell people that "i have two purrs..."
• There is a CSI board game out.  I want it.  It will be a nice compliment to my law and order detective game. 
  
• Why is it i always get about this far and then decide i dont want to post this anymore?>  That goes for like... every single LJ entry i write...      ok ive decided im going to post it anyway, and im going to do it now before i convince myself not to