[burn this city]
I hung out with Ed all day yesterday and today. I am going to miss him a lot when he goes back on tour on tuesday and I dont know if I will be here when he gets back so god knows when I will see him again. but we had a lot of fun anyway. Last night we went with Mindy to some party in Mt Juliet and it wasnt so great so we went to steak and shake and raised hell. Some people payed for there food, some didn't and I just took the silverware and the people working there chased us out and called the cops but we just ran away. I just hung out with ed all day today at his apartment and went to the park for a while, and people are not really about coming to get you from nashville and finding a ride home is a bitch, but luckily jasmin and lauren love me.
I realized tonight that some people will never change. They may seem to and say they are but when it comes down to it, they are the same people you have always known just with more bullshit piled on top of the old.
I can't wait to run away from this place and everything I know as normal to be gone. I don't want to wait any longer. I want to pack up my things....(well I guess I would have to go and steal my car from the lot where it sits still waiting for me to pay for the rest of the costs to fix it) get in my car and then just leave and not have to worry about getting a job here to save money so i can move. I just want to run.