May 06, 2005 22:47
tonight i went to WHAT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE the backyard bash at bernacki's house but ended up bein g a garage show at some girl named Molly's house. Ben picked me up at 7:10pm. Joe's band (FROM ME TO YOU) played first. Bradon got there late so they did not start on time. Bradon is a big meanie face by the way. Myers was being a weirdo and talking about handjobs in the mic while bradon was setting his shit up. Then they played 4 songs... They did really good (a lot better than when they played the Founders Center) except you can never hear eric sing. After that Bill Dyer and his people showed up. Some pirate type band played and i hung out with Sam Goodwin and Robert Valdez. Robert is my new best friend <3. Nicki came to the show and that made me really happy because i love her and i did not think she was coming. Kids in the attic played a really good set. And Ela Adore had a pretty shitty set because the sound was fucked up. So needless to say ben was really mad on the way home. I feel really bad when he gets like this. There is only so much i can do. But i was really honest with him. i think im good at being honest with ben. At least i am becoming good at it. I pretty much told him that i know he has more potential than this because i know how good he is. I still really care about him... but i am over him. I am at a happy medium. There is someone.
I had a good night