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so far today... 460 caloris. and it is almost 4 o'clock.
morning- 1 nutrigrain bar- 140 calories
lunch- 1 nutrigrain bar- 140 calories
Sunny-D - 180 calories
so i have to stay under 1000 today... its gonna be a small ass dinner. to contribute to my smaller ass! then hopefully i will have time to work out. But i have to write my Research Paper today. It is on vegetarianism. so it should be easy, the thing is i did not do note cards for it. That is going to take fucking forever.
Yesterday i had to work. it sucked because i was getting hit on by this big shot 13 year old baseball player. he kept asking me if i was in high school... and if i had a boyfriend. It was quite amusing. i mean wow. *it just started thundering* YAY
i also have something to say as far as how stupid i was before i met ben. i am not saying ben is the reason im a better person (hes not, hes just an asshole) i am just saying that after being with him i changed. but my first love ever was a boy named bob mcarthy. i was really so in love with him. i might still be. i mean i feel like i am when i talk to him... which is bad. he has a girl friendnow, a serious girlfriend. but when he loved me i was so unsure about everything so i blew him off and we fought and now thinking back. i made the biggest mistake. he was so perfect for me. i guess i have to learn from my mistakes. but the thing is now he wants to like hang out. i know that if i see him ill just get so down. or something bad will happen. i just have that luck. god i want to see him.
i want to see chad too... hmm i cant wait till he comes home from milikin.
oh and go to the show at the founders center in frankfort on april 16th because joes band is playing... and i love joe, eric, myers and hell... even bradon.
morning- 1 nutrigrain bar- 140 calories
lunch- 1 nutrigrain bar- 140 calories
Sunny-D - 180 calories
so i have to stay under 1000 today... its gonna be a small ass dinner. to contribute to my smaller ass! then hopefully i will have time to work out. But i have to write my Research Paper today. It is on vegetarianism. so it should be easy, the thing is i did not do note cards for it. That is going to take fucking forever.
Yesterday i had to work. it sucked because i was getting hit on by this big shot 13 year old baseball player. he kept asking me if i was in high school... and if i had a boyfriend. It was quite amusing. i mean wow. *it just started thundering* YAY
i also have something to say as far as how stupid i was before i met ben. i am not saying ben is the reason im a better person (hes not, hes just an asshole) i am just saying that after being with him i changed. but my first love ever was a boy named bob mcarthy. i was really so in love with him. i might still be. i mean i feel like i am when i talk to him... which is bad. he has a girl friendnow, a serious girlfriend. but when he loved me i was so unsure about everything so i blew him off and we fought and now thinking back. i made the biggest mistake. he was so perfect for me. i guess i have to learn from my mistakes. but the thing is now he wants to like hang out. i know that if i see him ill just get so down. or something bad will happen. i just have that luck. god i want to see him.
i want to see chad too... hmm i cant wait till he comes home from milikin.
oh and go to the show at the founders center in frankfort on april 16th because joes band is playing... and i love joe, eric, myers and hell... even bradon.