I hate giving my rants titles. :(
I guess I pretty much stoped writting in this thing... which I guess it doesnt matter, I dont have this very creative writting skill that draws people in. but I guess I will continue to do so for my own intertainment.
but anyways, I finally think I figure out everything and where my life is heading to. but I always stand corrected. because everything in the world pulls you away from all that you want. well in my case anyways. or so it seems like it. I suppose I need to just stop looking and waiting and dreaming, and just live out the rest of my pointless exsistance. Maybe I could just be like everyone else around here. and then become an alcholic, to forget what I have become, so that I dont attempt killing myself. But I dont think I will... I will just stay and remain miserable. and then eventually I will pass away, and be forgotten by all in this world.
The End
but anyways, I finally think I figure out everything and where my life is heading to. but I always stand corrected. because everything in the world pulls you away from all that you want. well in my case anyways. or so it seems like it. I suppose I need to just stop looking and waiting and dreaming, and just live out the rest of my pointless exsistance. Maybe I could just be like everyone else around here. and then become an alcholic, to forget what I have become, so that I dont attempt killing myself. But I dont think I will... I will just stay and remain miserable. and then eventually I will pass away, and be forgotten by all in this world.
The End