Jan 14, 2005 16:55
seeing matty was great.
we took lots of pictures, we had both made cds for each other and i found myself with nothing to say.
we watched about an hour of garden state, enough for me to understand.
when he left, i was sad, but a different sad then i used to be.
a year ago today we broke up.
after watching the o.c., c.s.i, and eating a sub i was emotionally starved for, i decided against just staying in. i drank enough to get me going, threw on clothes and cabbed to the Bovine.
i think i left my purse in a cab.
2 sets of keys and a tshirt. ark.
this morning was a bit of a meltdown.
being friends with ryan is probably the healthiest thing i've got going right now besides muslix&yogurt for breakfast.
saw the new Used video this morning, it's wonderful.