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so i havent been on livejournal for a while and i just got finished reading about how everyone is kinda having a shitty time right now and its funny how i feel the same. lately it feels like the people that mean the most are just kind of slipping away and it hurts but at the same time i know its life. i dont talk to stephanie at all anymore, taylor is in her own world but i dont hate her, i know she tries. its funny how my cousin has become my best friend and the only other person that seems to care lives in arizona. i know i've been shitty too. i know russell is going through a lot of stuff and i haven't even called him. im an asshole, but russell i love you dude and i hope everything works out. anyways, i just bought a plane ticket today and im leaving for arizona on friday and i'll be back wednesday before finals. im happy i finally get to get away from all this for awhile and i'll be staying with madison at asu which is cool and hopefully visiting matt.
being 18 and growing up is so much more then i thought it would be and it sucks. responsibility sucks. starting february i'll have 3 roommates in a 4 bedroom house and im not even looking forward to it. bye bye extra money hello full time job/school and paying rent
being 18 and growing up is so much more then i thought it would be and it sucks. responsibility sucks. starting february i'll have 3 roommates in a 4 bedroom house and im not even looking forward to it. bye bye extra money hello full time job/school and paying rent