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Courtney, oh my god, thank you so much for everything, all the happiness you've giving me, all the experiance, love and friendship, although it hurts me to not be with you, i know you are right, and i accept the fact that what we had was what we had and i will never get the chance to have that again with you, the time i spent with you was the happiest in my life, and i'm sad to let that go, but i realize , you need to move on in life, and go for what you want, whether what you want is me or not, i'm not sure, but i am sure you will be happy with what ever you do, the things we've done together and what we gave each other will never be forgotten on my part, you gave me this incredible feeling that i would never have gotten if not for you, i will never again have that feeling of my lips upon yours or my hand in yours, but to make you happy i would give up everything, i know all you want for me is friendship and i'm willing to give you that, all i want is one more night that you hold me, tell me that you love me and let me cry to you. thank you for everything, i love you soo much