long entry . get used to it .
I haven't updated since Halloween.
I really think I'm overdue for an entry.
Okay so lets date back to Halloween and go from there .
October 31st ; Hung out with my love, Jaden. Went trick or treating and had some fun ;]
November 1-4 ; nothing really interesting . just my regular routine. wake up, shower, make up, get dressed, brush my teeth, go to school, come home, eat, phone, shower, sleep .
November 5; Possibly the worst day I can ever imagine. I woke up to some horrible news that the man I had looked up to for 6 years as my second father had tragically passed away . By a drunk driver . ( I will return to this subject )
November 6-8 ; Basically lots of crying . And consulting friends for support . OH YEAH. and as if November 5th wasn't enough, I witnessed a motorcycle crash. GUESS WHAT THE CAUSE WAS ?! DRUNK DRIVING
November 9-10 ; I went to Lt. Cabral's wake . He looked horrible . It didnt even look like it was him. He resembled something from a wax museum . I couldn't keep my composure for too long . I came out of the Funeral home a mess . I hugged my mom and some of her co-workers and absolutely lost it . Then I went to his Funeral . So many people showed up. I was glad to know that alot of people realized how great of a man he was and showed him the respect he deserved.
November 11-13; I hung out with my lovely BESTFRIEND ♥ Oceanna Lee Sineiro . She cheered me up and we took tons of pictures. I love and miss her. It upsets me that we hardly ever get to see each other any more because we live in two different cities . And she's usually very busy .
November 14-18 ; I got into this hugeeeee fight with my mother. To the point where she was choking me and everything . But on the brightside, I've been raising money for Lt. Cabral at my school. I was very surprised to learn that the NATIONAL HONORS SOCIETY IS DONATING $250.00 . It made my day soo much better .
ANYWAY
back to the drunk driving speech i was about to give.
I SERIOUSLY HATE STUPIDITY .
if you have a few alcoholic drinks ,
you should have enough fucking common sense
N0T T0 DRIVE
I mean come on ,
DO YOU HAVE A DEATH WISH ?!
because you're putting not only your life, but other lives in danger .
I don't fucking care if you think you can handle it .
Because you probably can't .
THE THING THATS REALLY BOTHERING ME THOUGH, IS ;
the guy that killed Lt. Cabral is a " VOLUNTEER FIREMAN " and it's his first offense. so with that title, he's probably gonna get a slap on the wrist.
I MEAN, SURE, HE HAS TO DEAL WITH GUILT FOR THE REST OF HIS LIFE
and
SURE, HE WANTS TO KILL HIMSELF.
i don't fucking give a damn.
as a matter of fact, as cruel as it may sound, I HOPE HE DOES .
UGH.
enough rambling on .
I'm gonna end it here .
comment please .
♥