update time...
life....
it hasnt been too horrible lately
my managers at work all like me, i dont hate my job too often (noodle company, east lansing, come visit me)
nathan and i are doing pretty well... he now lives at my dads house because he blew up his car.. and my parents love him more than they love me... but ill get over it. hes a pretty awesome guy. i like how he treats me
my poor horse is crazy obese because of a lack of attention and exericise... and things are about to get shitty with her and my trainer... drama drama drama
school is okay, im not all that impressed with MSU. im not sure what i was expecting. you hear about all these awesome opprotuniities here... and i just dont see them. maybe im not involved enough. no one gives a fuck about you here.. you turn into just another number..
famiy life is good
my roommate still hates me and steals skyy vodka from me...
other than all of that... ive seen myself grow up lately... ive become independent and learned how do to things on my own. even though i like being independent... i miss home. i miss driving around the familiar places and knowing where to go do things... and being in a comfortable environment
i should have been most likely never to leave walled lake
ive also seen where i want my life to go... i have a goal now. lately ive seen people who have had their dreams handed to them, and watch them let it all slip away unnoticed... and it pisses me off more than anything. people with awesome potential who just need to get priorities straight, and ive decided that i wont do that with my life. i will be successful and i will get where i want to be in life. i wont fuck around and waste things away. i love love love my classes right now. ive realized that i love to learn. i want to learn everything there is to learn. i never want to stop. i want infinite knowledge, but not just in anything, i mean in everything relevant.
and now im rambling..
so like i said... my life in a nutshell
ps... i miss my old friends... after being with nathan and telling him stories about my old group... i miss them....
so i hope you guys all know that... i still think of you...
it hasnt been too horrible lately
my managers at work all like me, i dont hate my job too often (noodle company, east lansing, come visit me)
nathan and i are doing pretty well... he now lives at my dads house because he blew up his car.. and my parents love him more than they love me... but ill get over it. hes a pretty awesome guy. i like how he treats me
my poor horse is crazy obese because of a lack of attention and exericise... and things are about to get shitty with her and my trainer... drama drama drama
school is okay, im not all that impressed with MSU. im not sure what i was expecting. you hear about all these awesome opprotuniities here... and i just dont see them. maybe im not involved enough. no one gives a fuck about you here.. you turn into just another number..
famiy life is good
my roommate still hates me and steals skyy vodka from me...
other than all of that... ive seen myself grow up lately... ive become independent and learned how do to things on my own. even though i like being independent... i miss home. i miss driving around the familiar places and knowing where to go do things... and being in a comfortable environment
i should have been most likely never to leave walled lake
ive also seen where i want my life to go... i have a goal now. lately ive seen people who have had their dreams handed to them, and watch them let it all slip away unnoticed... and it pisses me off more than anything. people with awesome potential who just need to get priorities straight, and ive decided that i wont do that with my life. i will be successful and i will get where i want to be in life. i wont fuck around and waste things away. i love love love my classes right now. ive realized that i love to learn. i want to learn everything there is to learn. i never want to stop. i want infinite knowledge, but not just in anything, i mean in everything relevant.
and now im rambling..
so like i said... my life in a nutshell
ps... i miss my old friends... after being with nathan and telling him stories about my old group... i miss them....
so i hope you guys all know that... i still think of you...