Feb 16, 2005 03:14
What are journals for if not to air your dirty laundry to the world?
So let me begin with my Valentine's Day. I should give fair warning that nay guy who reads this will think I'm over reacting...but girls will know. They will know what Im talking about. SO Mike and I decided to celebrate Valentines on Saturday cause that is when we made plans to see achother. For the days and possibly weeks leading up to it I have constantly been saying "I would like this for Valentines..." or "I want KFC for Valentines while watching Family Guy". Well. He picks me up on Saturday and announces to me at 4pm that we are going for dinner. OF course Im not hungry cause I ate a late lunch. He just deicded to do this a few hours before getting me. So we go to red lobster. Dont get me wrong, I appreciate the dinner but it wasnt what I wanted. So what else happened? Nothing. No card. No flower. No nothing. A big tiff. Thats the only thing I got. So basically I cried a lot because he missed the most important day of the year for girls. And if you dont think girls like Valentines ten you know nothing. And if your girlfriend says she doesnt care..SHE IS LYING. Basically I just wanted to feel appreciated and know he put some thought into something. I got him a card and a present. Girls dont REALLY have to do that cause guys think Valentines is a stupid retail consumer scam to make people CONSUME CONSUME CONSUME. Well I dont care. I love it. In the end, Mike came over today and he made me a card reading:
To My Hunny Bunny Jenn:
We Dont know
what our futures hold
but we shall see
as our lives unfold
for i'll be by you
through the good
through the bad
I hope to give you
The best dreams
You have ever had
Jenn you are the greatest person to come into my life and Im glad that we are together cause we are the hottest shit around, no one compares to us. :)
So that imporved my mood greatly. I mean we have our issues, but after explaining the importance of Valentines, I think we understand where eachother is coming from.
Moving along, the latest thing to piss me off. I made my way to the mall to buy a pair of jeans. Now I know Im not fat. I am not one of those girls that say things like "OH MY GOD! A SIZE 2??!! IM OBESEEEEEEEEE!"
I am a 28 in jeans and I am not a big girl by ANY means. So I go to Urban behaviour cause they have a pari of jeans I like. Guess what? THEY DONT CARRY MY SIZE. ONLY ONE TYPE COMES IN A 28. Honestly I was pissed. I wasn't mad cause I felt stupid or fat, I was pissed because a lot of girls would think something was wrong wtih them. The cashier there was so skinny it was sick. I mean Fiona Apple is skinny but pretty, a lot of really skinny girls look good, BUT THIS CHICK. I seriously thought she might be dying. They should have a sign on the window reading "ATTN: YOUNG GIRLS COME WITH YOUR MOTHERS FOR MORAL SUPPORT CAUSE WHEN WE INSULT YOU WITH OUR MIDGET SIZES YOU WILL NEED YOUR MOM TO TELL YOU YOU ARENT FAT." Its different for girls done with being a naive teenager, you learn the ways of the world and that shit isnt so important, but I actually worry about young girls going in there. I get people telling me Im too skinny blah blah and the fact the jeans were all too small for me says something.
In regards to accusations on Dr Huxtable....I do not buy it.
Its fucking Fat Albert.
If Bill Cosby rapes kids then kill me now cause I cannot live in a world where Dr Huxtable does that.
Next updates: I am trying to convince my mom to tak me to edmonton to see family cause she has run into a chunk of money. Also Mike and I have spoken of a trip to mexico due to the fact his parents bought some time share or something.
Anyways thats all...