[[w3iRd]]
Okay so that crush thing, was stupid, and dumb, and totally gone.
But there toher day I was thinking about what really lies in my heart.
So what would happen, if the world stopped everytime we wanted it to. How many times have we asked it to? COuld you imagine,w ith every heartbroken tear that fell, for the world to stop turning. The lives it would effect. And that's the reason why it won't no matter what is happening to us, things [[good or bad]] are happening to people all over the place. It doesn't matter, and in about 3 years, we won't remember these insignificant problems that the world refuses to justify. yes, my heart does still belong to Trevor, no matter who I may "crush" on, its the undeniable truth that I love him. I haven't moved on, jsut pretended like I have. I care about him deeply, and still talk to him when I can. My insignificant 'crush' was just the first thing I saw that was capable of being something to latch onto. I'm going to continue wiht my "no dating" policy, I'm having more fun without it. I supose I may be crushing alittle still, but Not enough to care about it.
Ashley is an odd one. I can't remember ever doing anything to her, and yet every couple of weeks she'll find something to "dislike" me for. Ah well, I'll alwas love the -few- times when we were friends, and cherish them like all memories should be cherished. But Ash, if you don't like me, don't bother reading my journal, it doesn't concern you.
[[krystiN*]]
Th3 tRuTh Li3s In Th3 uNt0Ld
But there toher day I was thinking about what really lies in my heart.
So what would happen, if the world stopped everytime we wanted it to. How many times have we asked it to? COuld you imagine,w ith every heartbroken tear that fell, for the world to stop turning. The lives it would effect. And that's the reason why it won't no matter what is happening to us, things [[good or bad]] are happening to people all over the place. It doesn't matter, and in about 3 years, we won't remember these insignificant problems that the world refuses to justify. yes, my heart does still belong to Trevor, no matter who I may "crush" on, its the undeniable truth that I love him. I haven't moved on, jsut pretended like I have. I care about him deeply, and still talk to him when I can. My insignificant 'crush' was just the first thing I saw that was capable of being something to latch onto. I'm going to continue wiht my "no dating" policy, I'm having more fun without it. I supose I may be crushing alittle still, but Not enough to care about it.
Ashley is an odd one. I can't remember ever doing anything to her, and yet every couple of weeks she'll find something to "dislike" me for. Ah well, I'll alwas love the -few- times when we were friends, and cherish them like all memories should be cherished. But Ash, if you don't like me, don't bother reading my journal, it doesn't concern you.
[[krystiN*]]
Th3 tRuTh Li3s In Th3 uNt0Ld