mm life
wow, i haven't written in this things in forever. I actually kinda forgot about it. But yeah, these past few weeks of my life have pretty much been hell. I dont know what I am gonna do tomorrow. It my first day at school. And I have no friends there. There just gonna laugh at me. and think i'm weird. most likely i'll cry. Life is hell. well, mine is anyways. Im just glad that I have my friends here for me. For now anyways. Im sure in a couple of months they will all forget about me. goodness. i couldnt sleep at all last night. i got maybe 3 hours total? cried myself to sleep at about 3ish? and im sure that's what will happen tonight too. my mom brought me home the paper work shoewing me that im registered for my new school...and i just cried. whatever though. im so sick of all this family drama. but to make things worse my mom is making me ride the bus home tomorrow. what the heck? who rides the bus anymore? great way to start a new school. but i guess it can be something good. a way for me to start over again. although i really dont need a new start. i was good at heritae. not at home but what does that matter? i was happy with my friends and now im having to go to this place where i know [no one] :( man im just sp tored of all this.
but yeah on a happier note. i'm gonna be in conyers this weekend!! so ill be at the game on friday! then i think girls night saturday night to see flyboys! ohh my with james franco! lol so yeah i hope i see everyone!! cuz im going crazy without my friends! and i miss that boy JC like crazyy. he's been on my mind this whole time and i really hate that i had to move befor we could see where things went. who knows what the future may hold though. im pretty stoked to come back to heritage my senior year. im wishing for the year to go by even faster! lol well i hope everyone has a great rest of the week and ill see you guys fridaYY!!! :)
but yeah on a happier note. i'm gonna be in conyers this weekend!! so ill be at the game on friday! then i think girls night saturday night to see flyboys! ohh my with james franco! lol so yeah i hope i see everyone!! cuz im going crazy without my friends! and i miss that boy JC like crazyy. he's been on my mind this whole time and i really hate that i had to move befor we could see where things went. who knows what the future may hold though. im pretty stoked to come back to heritage my senior year. im wishing for the year to go by even faster! lol well i hope everyone has a great rest of the week and ill see you guys fridaYY!!! :)