bored

[your_on_my_mind]

well, its a sat. night and NOTHING is on t.v and so im updating because a lot has happened, and hardly anyones online... my summer crush isnt doing to well, and we dont talk very much which im pretty upset about.. ugh. it seems like every time i like someone new, im constantly trying to get over them, and then i fall for a totally new person, and try to get over them. the confusion never stops! alie slept over last night, and let me tell you.. it was crazy. haha. we went to the loop so she could see what it was and stuff because shes never been since she lives in exeter. none of my friends ended up going eventhough they said they would. we saw "without a paddle" and it was so funny. haha. i love all the actors in it. so, anyways, we had my mom come pick us up early cause like no one was there. when we came back to my house, it was raining and we were bored, so we decided to change into old clothes and go dancing in the rain. haha. i hadnt done that since i was like 8, so i was very excited haha. it was soo fun, but then the rain slowed down, and finally stopped. the lightning last night was CRAZY. i love thunder storms. so yah anyways, we went up to my room and decided that we should pig out on candy, and chips and watch the princess diaries!! so we did haha. afterwards we stayed up till like 4:00 just talking about stuff, and we scared each other so much we couldnt sleep. it was such a funny night, and the talks were good.. i really wish alie lived closer. so yah, we didnt end up havig the bonfire w. all the bermuda ppl last night because dave was in conway, james was away, and mike didnt have a ride. soo it didnt work out. ugh, i have a feeling we wont be getting together anytime soon :-( everyones always busy!

man i miss themmm <3

It's kinda sad that I have learned to deal with things
like this. Being strong meAns being heartless.