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i have been working for the past two days...8 hours a day. a full time job is pretty hard to pull off. luckily, i have my aunt and other people i know there if i have any questions. i get 50% off all the items in the store (shoes, purses, etc) which is *awesome*. if any of you ladies ever happen to go to Marmi in the town center mall and see any bags you like, let me know and i'll get you the discount!
anyways...
it is almost christmas and i must say, i am not excited at all. maybe because eddy won't be here. it makes me sad that i won't be able to spend the holiday with the person i love...and i think he feels the same. for some reason, i feel closer to him than i have for awhile. must be something in the air...lol.
so tonight is my parents christmas party. my dad has bought 28 lobsters (totaling a wopping $430) and a roast beef. my mom is maing jasmine rice and mashed potatos, along with grilled corn. yet, with all this delicious food, i am not looking forward to it. i don't want to be in the same room with my ex...and i'll be forced to. what makes it worse is that my parents don't give a damn. i have told them hoe uncomfortable it makes me, and they don't even care. so, i'll probably be in my room most of the time listening to music and talking to eddy, maybe.
i hope that everyone else is more cheerful than i am. =/
anyways...
it is almost christmas and i must say, i am not excited at all. maybe because eddy won't be here. it makes me sad that i won't be able to spend the holiday with the person i love...and i think he feels the same. for some reason, i feel closer to him than i have for awhile. must be something in the air...lol.
so tonight is my parents christmas party. my dad has bought 28 lobsters (totaling a wopping $430) and a roast beef. my mom is maing jasmine rice and mashed potatos, along with grilled corn. yet, with all this delicious food, i am not looking forward to it. i don't want to be in the same room with my ex...and i'll be forced to. what makes it worse is that my parents don't give a damn. i have told them hoe uncomfortable it makes me, and they don't even care. so, i'll probably be in my room most of the time listening to music and talking to eddy, maybe.
i hope that everyone else is more cheerful than i am. =/