wishful thinking.
ahh, update.
three months later.
i'm so damn lazy.
what the fuck.
i need someone.
who will just drive with me.
and not question where we're going.
who won't mind that i fuck up on a regular basis.
someone who doesn't plan ahead.
who doesn't mind that i'm a chronic liar.
who will laugh when i end up bleeding all over the backseat.
who will struggle with me to get home before the 1 am curfew, while searching for our pants somewhere in the damn yukon.
who will sing along to stupid ass songs, and head bang with me at headlights.
who can't make decisions at starbucks.
who makes an alliance character on WoW just to beat up an ex friend for me.
who is so fucked up, that he picks me up from the band trip at 11 and says "lets go see 300."
and goddamn, i'm so in fucking love.
but, you can't make someone love you.
so.
i don't wanna think about it.
i like having someone fill that void.
even if it's just for a little while, till he gets bored with me.
or something.
i love you.
three months later.
i'm so damn lazy.
what the fuck.
i need someone.
who will just drive with me.
and not question where we're going.
who won't mind that i fuck up on a regular basis.
someone who doesn't plan ahead.
who doesn't mind that i'm a chronic liar.
who will laugh when i end up bleeding all over the backseat.
who will struggle with me to get home before the 1 am curfew, while searching for our pants somewhere in the damn yukon.
who will sing along to stupid ass songs, and head bang with me at headlights.
who can't make decisions at starbucks.
who makes an alliance character on WoW just to beat up an ex friend for me.
who is so fucked up, that he picks me up from the band trip at 11 and says "lets go see 300."
and goddamn, i'm so in fucking love.
but, you can't make someone love you.
so.
i don't wanna think about it.
i like having someone fill that void.
even if it's just for a little while, till he gets bored with me.
or something.
i love you.