Not pregnant!
At least I don't think. All yesterday and the day before I've been having super horrible cramps. They hurt worse than they ever have before. I went to Urgent Care yesterday because I was worried about it. (Maybe it was a bad reaction to the Celexa/Nyquil/ibuprofin?)
Anyways, they wanted me to pee in a cup to test for a UTI and pregnancy, and if they didn't find anything that way they were going to draw blood. I went into the potty room and *surprise!* My period showed up. They cancelled the tests and I went home. It's weird that it was so late, though.
Anyhoo...
Michael and I had a discussion Saturday night. I told him what I needed during my little borderline-induced rages. He was hesitant at first, saying things like, "I tried that, and it doesn't help. I'm not going to physically restrain you. (lol) blah blah blah..." Eventually he understood what I was saying and it's all good. For now, anyways. I found some articles online for the family of someone with borderline. It explains how to help them and all that. I'm going to give it to him.
It's like 5:15 am and I haven't been to bed yet. I've been downloading music and drinking Diet Coke like crazy. My body is exhausted but my mind is alert as ever.
I heard this song on the Oldie's station the other day (the one I'm listening to now) and it reminded me of driving around with my granny. It made me feel all energetic and happy. I've been listening to it over and over and over again. I'm so lovin' it.
Just give me some kinda sign girl,
Oh, my baby
To show me that you're mine girl
Ohh yeah.
School tomorrow. I still have to do take my algebra & psychology tests, plus write my English paper that I've had like 3 weeks to do and haven't started. I'm not worried about it, though. Last time I wrote it the day it was due and got "very good! A" written on it. Not too bad for writing it in between classes. What can I say? I work well under pressure. lol
Hopefully my student loan will be ready on Tuesday. I need things. Badly. And I need to get bills paid. Both of our home phones are fucked up from me throwing them across the room. They're all staticky (sp?) We saw this flat one that looks kinda like a cell phone at Wal-Mart. It has an answering machine built in and it's really nice. It's like $70 so hopefully that'll prevent me from throwing it. lol
I need to get a new battery for the Easy Share, too. It's completely dead. They're like $17 for the rechargable ones.
Michael's money still hasn't posted on the H&R Block card. It's pissing me off. It's been 10 days already. Fuckers.
I'm gonna go to sleep now. Goodnight ♥/Haylie
Anyways, they wanted me to pee in a cup to test for a UTI and pregnancy, and if they didn't find anything that way they were going to draw blood. I went into the potty room and *surprise!* My period showed up. They cancelled the tests and I went home. It's weird that it was so late, though.
Anyhoo...
Michael and I had a discussion Saturday night. I told him what I needed during my little borderline-induced rages. He was hesitant at first, saying things like, "I tried that, and it doesn't help. I'm not going to physically restrain you. (lol) blah blah blah..." Eventually he understood what I was saying and it's all good. For now, anyways. I found some articles online for the family of someone with borderline. It explains how to help them and all that. I'm going to give it to him.
It's like 5:15 am and I haven't been to bed yet. I've been downloading music and drinking Diet Coke like crazy. My body is exhausted but my mind is alert as ever.
I heard this song on the Oldie's station the other day (the one I'm listening to now) and it reminded me of driving around with my granny. It made me feel all energetic and happy. I've been listening to it over and over and over again. I'm so lovin' it.
Just give me some kinda sign girl,
Oh, my baby
To show me that you're mine girl
Ohh yeah.
School tomorrow. I still have to do take my algebra & psychology tests, plus write my English paper that I've had like 3 weeks to do and haven't started. I'm not worried about it, though. Last time I wrote it the day it was due and got "very good! A" written on it. Not too bad for writing it in between classes. What can I say? I work well under pressure. lol
Hopefully my student loan will be ready on Tuesday. I need things. Badly. And I need to get bills paid. Both of our home phones are fucked up from me throwing them across the room. They're all staticky (sp?) We saw this flat one that looks kinda like a cell phone at Wal-Mart. It has an answering machine built in and it's really nice. It's like $70 so hopefully that'll prevent me from throwing it. lol
I need to get a new battery for the Easy Share, too. It's completely dead. They're like $17 for the rechargable ones.
Michael's money still hasn't posted on the H&R Block card. It's pissing me off. It's been 10 days already. Fuckers.
I'm gonna go to sleep now. Goodnight ♥/Haylie