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First off.. people need to stop talking shit. No one knows anything and it's no one's business about anything going on. I have to hear this bullshit from one of my best friends.. That makes me feel like a whore and shitty. And it fucking hurts. People don't know me or my life or the shit I've been through. No one understands shit.. And really needs to drop everything and people.. Jesus, instead of talking about me worry about your own fucking lives. Don't focus on mine.. because according to everyone I'm a dirty slut and whore.
People are dumb. Happy Easter to those I don't hate. Or day after Easter. Hah. Well Easter was alright. I woke up at Matty's. I love waking up to my boyfriend. I really do. He means the world to me. That is the only thing that makes me happy anymore. Because everyone else just stresses me out. I feel like I have no friends or anybody anymore. It sucks. It really does. But I woke up and me and him ate breakfast and talked to his mom, Gary whatever.
Then his mom brought me home around 11:30 so I could spend some time with the fam. Since my dad made me an Easter basket. We had a hunt thing, I'm almost 18, but I still find it entertaining and fun!! Haha. Yeah then my dad brought me back to Matty's and me and him did whatever talked to his fam and did whatever whatever. It was good. :). My dad came to his house around 5 and talked to his fam for a while ate there whatever. It was good. Matt's gram has a crush on my dad!! It's so funnnnyyyy. Yeah then me and my dad left and had a talk about everything.
Well I miss my mom so much. I wish she was here.. Things would be better. She didn't deserve to die. I cried so hard last night. I miss her so much.