I fell into a river of illusion and apathy, and now I'm drowning in a self induced confusion....
Oi vay. It's been a while kiddies. [Sorry]
Okies...so on Saturday, I went to Lindsay's birthday party [after having to wake up at 8am and go serve pancakes with Gainey. At least I got to see Andrew :)] Well, I thought that I'd get to have Gainey-free fun at the party. I was wrong. She showed up and suddenly became my new bestest friend. She was hanging out with me the whole night. I do have to admit, she's not THAT bad as long as Matt and/or Gavin is/are NOT brought into the conversation. She told me about how she and Matt had gone to a movie that afternoon. She also said that he talks about me ALL the time. [Hmm..] Then she tried to describe the relationship that she and Matt have [bad idea..]. She made it seem like she's trying to use him. Again. Well..then she was all over half the guys at the party. Finally, at the end, she followed one to his car, then returned about ten minutes later, grinning. She gave me her screen name too.
So the next day, I was talking to Matt and the party came up. I told him what happened and he got all pissy and said he didn't believe me. Then he said he'd ask Gainey. [Hmm..I think she'd lie..but okay..] We talked about moving to Canada and starting a screwed up family. Then he kept talking about how confused he was. He said that he and Gainey "had a good time at the movies." *Shudders* That's not the image I wanted..
Monday at school..he was with me every chance he got. Then we had a Key Club meeting after school. Matt was walking and talking with Gainey on the way out of the building. [Gainey is in Key Club with me] She glared at me during the whole meeting. Then, after it, I walked outside to wait for me mum. I saw Gavin and started talking to him. Gainey drove off as we devised a plan. But, Matt's empty truck was still sitting there. Gavin concocted an evil plan that did not have the chance to go into effect though... We finally said screw the plan and we were gonna go somewhere. Sadly, as we were walking to his car...my mom pulled in. [UGH!]
Tuesday General Sound had to go sing at a competition. [AKA No Gainey forthe day] The day was pretty good actually. Again, Matt was with me every chance he had. it was pretty fun. He suggested we do something this weekend. Gavin and Ryan were HILARIOUS [as usual].
Wednesday [yesterday] at break I became very depressed as I realized that Matt and Gainey were upstairs together. Finally..they walked out and she went off...where ever. He came over to sit with Jeanie, Tricia, and myself. He didn't say anything to me the whole time. Finally, I just got up and left to go to class. At lunch, Gavin, Ryan, and I started La Resistance. [VIVE LA REVOLUTION!!!] At the end of the day, Matt ran across the room to catch me as I left French. He said that I hadn't looked happy all day and asked me what was wrong. I told him that I had just been in a bad mood. He told me to cheer up cause I was just "so cute" when I'm happy. He went upstairs as Jack and Xoey attacked me. They left and I went to HR to change my books. I came back and started talking to Garrett. [I wasn't leaving until 3] Nicole found Garrett and they left, right as Matt came down the stairs. We stood in the hall and talked for a while. He kept poking me and stuff. Then I left and went to Lowe's [to pick out my paint colors for my room] and to San Jose's. I talked to Matt online and he said some VERY interesting things [which I'm not gonna post right now]. Friday is gonna be fun I think..
Today was okay. Gavin was...just great. HAHAHA! We didn't do much in any class. After school, Matt was talking to me and Gainey walked up. She tried to start talking to him, but he wanted to talk to me. I kinda just walked off though. I was GOING to change my books..but then Jack, Xoey, and Avery stopped me. We talked for a while. Then Matt came back down. The other three left and I went to change my books. He started walking with me. When I got there, Wanda was having a NHS meeting, so I couldn't go in. So, we walked back outside and I left. It was very awkward before I left though...[hmmmm]
Well..that's basically what's been going on.
Well..I gotta go for now, but I may post again later tonight, if anything interesting happens.
Laters, loves, and byes!
(`v`)
*`v* ~!Britt!~
"I can't choose how I feel, but I can choose what I do about it."
Days til PROM [with the BESTEST date ever...RYAN!!]: 8 DAYS!!
Okies...so on Saturday, I went to Lindsay's birthday party [after having to wake up at 8am and go serve pancakes with Gainey. At least I got to see Andrew :)] Well, I thought that I'd get to have Gainey-free fun at the party. I was wrong. She showed up and suddenly became my new bestest friend. She was hanging out with me the whole night. I do have to admit, she's not THAT bad as long as Matt and/or Gavin is/are NOT brought into the conversation. She told me about how she and Matt had gone to a movie that afternoon. She also said that he talks about me ALL the time. [Hmm..] Then she tried to describe the relationship that she and Matt have [bad idea..]. She made it seem like she's trying to use him. Again. Well..then she was all over half the guys at the party. Finally, at the end, she followed one to his car, then returned about ten minutes later, grinning. She gave me her screen name too.
So the next day, I was talking to Matt and the party came up. I told him what happened and he got all pissy and said he didn't believe me. Then he said he'd ask Gainey. [Hmm..I think she'd lie..but okay..] We talked about moving to Canada and starting a screwed up family. Then he kept talking about how confused he was. He said that he and Gainey "had a good time at the movies." *Shudders* That's not the image I wanted..
Monday at school..he was with me every chance he got. Then we had a Key Club meeting after school. Matt was walking and talking with Gainey on the way out of the building. [Gainey is in Key Club with me] She glared at me during the whole meeting. Then, after it, I walked outside to wait for me mum. I saw Gavin and started talking to him. Gainey drove off as we devised a plan. But, Matt's empty truck was still sitting there. Gavin concocted an evil plan that did not have the chance to go into effect though... We finally said screw the plan and we were gonna go somewhere. Sadly, as we were walking to his car...my mom pulled in. [UGH!]
Tuesday General Sound had to go sing at a competition. [AKA No Gainey forthe day] The day was pretty good actually. Again, Matt was with me every chance he had. it was pretty fun. He suggested we do something this weekend. Gavin and Ryan were HILARIOUS [as usual].
Wednesday [yesterday] at break I became very depressed as I realized that Matt and Gainey were upstairs together. Finally..they walked out and she went off...where ever. He came over to sit with Jeanie, Tricia, and myself. He didn't say anything to me the whole time. Finally, I just got up and left to go to class. At lunch, Gavin, Ryan, and I started La Resistance. [VIVE LA REVOLUTION!!!] At the end of the day, Matt ran across the room to catch me as I left French. He said that I hadn't looked happy all day and asked me what was wrong. I told him that I had just been in a bad mood. He told me to cheer up cause I was just "so cute" when I'm happy. He went upstairs as Jack and Xoey attacked me. They left and I went to HR to change my books. I came back and started talking to Garrett. [I wasn't leaving until 3] Nicole found Garrett and they left, right as Matt came down the stairs. We stood in the hall and talked for a while. He kept poking me and stuff. Then I left and went to Lowe's [to pick out my paint colors for my room] and to San Jose's. I talked to Matt online and he said some VERY interesting things [which I'm not gonna post right now]. Friday is gonna be fun I think..
Today was okay. Gavin was...just great. HAHAHA! We didn't do much in any class. After school, Matt was talking to me and Gainey walked up. She tried to start talking to him, but he wanted to talk to me. I kinda just walked off though. I was GOING to change my books..but then Jack, Xoey, and Avery stopped me. We talked for a while. Then Matt came back down. The other three left and I went to change my books. He started walking with me. When I got there, Wanda was having a NHS meeting, so I couldn't go in. So, we walked back outside and I left. It was very awkward before I left though...[hmmmm]
Well..that's basically what's been going on.
Well..I gotta go for now, but I may post again later tonight, if anything interesting happens.
Laters, loves, and byes!
(`v`)
*`v* ~!Britt!~
"I can't choose how I feel, but I can choose what I do about it."
Days til PROM [with the BESTEST date ever...RYAN!!]: 8 DAYS!!