SxE Straight Edge
Heya kiddies!
Wow...I've been under soooo much stress this week! There's been prjects, papers, and guys. Yeah.. But it's okay cause all that's over with. It was a tough week.
But, starting Thursday, things started getting better.
Thursday, Matt wasn't at school. I started talking to him online that night and we actually TALKED for the first time since we broke up [the second time, that is]. It was great.
Friday, I didn't have school. I sat around my house all day and made a "deal" with someone. It seemed great. I was soo excited and couldn't wait til Sunday. I talked with Matt. I went to the General Sound Broadway Cabaret. My friend, Jeanie, like this guy named Matt. [How ironic..] Well..she's in General Sound, and he showed up for the Cabaret. At the end, he gave her a rose and asked her to a dance at his school. Aww...I'm so happy for her. She really likes him, and apparently he likes her. I was hanging out with Ryan and Christian at the Cabaret. It was HILARIOUS.
And today is Saturday. I talked to Zach on the phone for FOUR EFFING HOURS!! Jeez...It's okay though. I'm trying to help him out. He's got some issues that he's dealing with. [Like the fact that he's gay..that's right Zach...I said it] So anyway, I'm trying to help him see what a great and WONDERFUL guy he is. (Not to mention the fact that he has an AMAZING singing voice and is soooooooo gifted in musical talent that I want to kill him!! lol, just kidding Zachy) I LOVE YOU ZACHY!!!! Let's see..then it was all downhill from there. The so-said person that I made the "deal" with finally decided that it wasn't right. At first I was sad, but then I realized that the afore-mentioned person was correct. I felt so ashamed of myself. I can't believe that I did that...and almost did something else.
So...before all of you, I would like to say that I am seriously considering going Straight Edge. For those of you who do not know what sXe is, it is a lifestyle [or philosophy] that believes in a lack of use of mind altering things [drugs and alcohol] and no casual sex. After today, I need to find out who my real self is. [And yes Matt...these are your words and ideas that I have finally come to understand, so..thanks]
Okay...well..with that, I think I'm gone for now.
Laters!!
(`v`)
*`v* ~!Britt!~
Oh yeah, I found a catchy little slogan thingy...
|H|U|R|T| The anti-guy
Teehee. [But no..I'm not lesbian or a man-hater...]
Bye!
Wow...I've been under soooo much stress this week! There's been prjects, papers, and guys. Yeah.. But it's okay cause all that's over with. It was a tough week.
But, starting Thursday, things started getting better.
Thursday, Matt wasn't at school. I started talking to him online that night and we actually TALKED for the first time since we broke up [the second time, that is]. It was great.
Friday, I didn't have school. I sat around my house all day and made a "deal" with someone. It seemed great. I was soo excited and couldn't wait til Sunday. I talked with Matt. I went to the General Sound Broadway Cabaret. My friend, Jeanie, like this guy named Matt. [How ironic..] Well..she's in General Sound, and he showed up for the Cabaret. At the end, he gave her a rose and asked her to a dance at his school. Aww...I'm so happy for her. She really likes him, and apparently he likes her. I was hanging out with Ryan and Christian at the Cabaret. It was HILARIOUS.
And today is Saturday. I talked to Zach on the phone for FOUR EFFING HOURS!! Jeez...It's okay though. I'm trying to help him out. He's got some issues that he's dealing with. [Like the fact that he's gay..that's right Zach...I said it] So anyway, I'm trying to help him see what a great and WONDERFUL guy he is. (Not to mention the fact that he has an AMAZING singing voice and is soooooooo gifted in musical talent that I want to kill him!! lol, just kidding Zachy) I LOVE YOU ZACHY!!!! Let's see..then it was all downhill from there. The so-said person that I made the "deal" with finally decided that it wasn't right. At first I was sad, but then I realized that the afore-mentioned person was correct. I felt so ashamed of myself. I can't believe that I did that...and almost did something else.
So...before all of you, I would like to say that I am seriously considering going Straight Edge. For those of you who do not know what sXe is, it is a lifestyle [or philosophy] that believes in a lack of use of mind altering things [drugs and alcohol] and no casual sex. After today, I need to find out who my real self is. [And yes Matt...these are your words and ideas that I have finally come to understand, so..thanks]
Okay...well..with that, I think I'm gone for now.
Laters!!
(`v`)
*`v* ~!Britt!~
Oh yeah, I found a catchy little slogan thingy...
|H|U|R|T| The anti-guy
Teehee. [But no..I'm not lesbian or a man-hater...]
Bye!