6 Months
Today would have been our six month-iversary. It doesn't seem like much, especially considering we spent about half that time not together; however, I have noticed that the 6 month mark is usually the point when I know a relationship is doomed. Why, why, why not in this case?! I'm still just as crazy about him as ever. I still think about him excessively ever ynight before I fall asleep, and he's still usually the first thing to pop into my head when I wake up in the morning. It's not fair. Why can't he just feel the same way about me? I'm not so bad, I know I'm not. I might be a little crazy, but I'm harmless, and mostly nice! I keep feeling like there's something I can do, or something I could say, to change his mind. Is that really all it would take? Do I just have to perform the correct actions, or argue the right logic that convinces him? Oh I wish it were only that easy. And I wish I knew what the magic performance/argument was! I would do it without hesitation.