These bones may seem brittle.
I think too much.I think too much.I think too much.
I'm not sure of exactly what I want.I thought I did, but maybe I thought about it so much I made myself believe it's what I need, when I never needed it.Maybe I do need it, I just needed it so much that's all I wanted.
Ahhh.
I've been feeling weak lately.I still have a huge bruise from where they've been taking blood.
I smile because i'm fine.
I wrote this is 5 minutes,I was never expecting for it to be sent to county.
Consequences;never the issue.
Pasts are moved on from.
People;among those memories you've moved on from.
So what do you have?A "forgotten" past and an unwritten future.
Forgetfullness;Noone really forgets.
It's all just a matter of placing things in the correct order so that the things at the end of that list will feel less important.
Why is it always the safest way to live in the moment?To avoid pain or to avoid the truth?
Heartbreaks;the biggest"issue".
Who said hearts can be mended?Must of been one of those people living in the present.
Never admit that person will always be a part of you.
Just blind yourself into finding someone to replace them.
In actuality all you're doing is hiding that one place in your heart you know
belongs to your past by covering that spot up with another person.
That one person will always be peeking over,and if you find that tiny speck you couldn't cover,
by then it'd just be a hole.
[EDIT]
Why I love Braxton:
bitterhesitation (10:32:44 PM): im gonna take pictures of you sometime
BlackOutSkys (10:33:35 PM): lol. k.
BlackOutSkys (10:33:46 PM): they arent gonna be pornographic are they?
bitterhesitation (10:34:00 PM): oh,they are
BlackOutSkys (10:34:24 PM): oh. sweet.
BlackOutSkys (10:34:46 PM): i've always wanted to do that
bitterhesitation (10:35:07 PM): ok,good.
bitterhesitation (10:35:15 PM): you've always wanted to be a pornstar?
BlackOutSkys (10:35:25 PM): yea. heck yea.
bitterhesitation (10:35:36 PM): dang;theres alot about you I dont know.
BlackOutSkys (10:35:53 PM): true
BlackOutSkys (10:36:41 PM): thats what i feel like i've been called to do
bitterhesitation (10:37:34 PM): really who called you?
BlackOutSkys (10:38:41 PM): jesus
I'm not sure of exactly what I want.I thought I did, but maybe I thought about it so much I made myself believe it's what I need, when I never needed it.Maybe I do need it, I just needed it so much that's all I wanted.
Ahhh.
I've been feeling weak lately.I still have a huge bruise from where they've been taking blood.
I smile because i'm fine.
I wrote this is 5 minutes,I was never expecting for it to be sent to county.
Consequences;never the issue.
Pasts are moved on from.
People;among those memories you've moved on from.
So what do you have?A "forgotten" past and an unwritten future.
Forgetfullness;Noone really forgets.
It's all just a matter of placing things in the correct order so that the things at the end of that list will feel less important.
Why is it always the safest way to live in the moment?To avoid pain or to avoid the truth?
Heartbreaks;the biggest"issue".
Who said hearts can be mended?Must of been one of those people living in the present.
Never admit that person will always be a part of you.
Just blind yourself into finding someone to replace them.
In actuality all you're doing is hiding that one place in your heart you know
belongs to your past by covering that spot up with another person.
That one person will always be peeking over,and if you find that tiny speck you couldn't cover,
by then it'd just be a hole.
[EDIT]
Why I love Braxton:
bitterhesitation (10:32:44 PM): im gonna take pictures of you sometime
BlackOutSkys (10:33:35 PM): lol. k.
BlackOutSkys (10:33:46 PM): they arent gonna be pornographic are they?
bitterhesitation (10:34:00 PM): oh,they are
BlackOutSkys (10:34:24 PM): oh. sweet.
BlackOutSkys (10:34:46 PM): i've always wanted to do that
bitterhesitation (10:35:07 PM): ok,good.
bitterhesitation (10:35:15 PM): you've always wanted to be a pornstar?
BlackOutSkys (10:35:25 PM): yea. heck yea.
bitterhesitation (10:35:36 PM): dang;theres alot about you I dont know.
BlackOutSkys (10:35:53 PM): true
BlackOutSkys (10:36:41 PM): thats what i feel like i've been called to do
bitterhesitation (10:37:34 PM): really who called you?
BlackOutSkys (10:38:41 PM): jesus