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this is gonna be great ... just sit back .. get your reading glasses ... put on bit of tea ..... open your eyes reallllll wide ...... close the blinds ... turn off the radioo .... and send the kids out to market!!!!
okkk so now i am kinda nervous ... with such a cocky build up to a post i havent even planned ... i actually have nothing in mind to write about ... the onyl other word i cant come up with is embarrassing but i am not even positve if that fully discribes how i feel right at this moment , i mean your kids are on the way to the market and the tea is about ready .. you have done all you can do to make this moment special ... this is what you have been waiting for and beleive me i have be pretty physched for a long while about this all comming togehter but i just dont think it is gonna happen today , and I know what you are gonna say " typical this is tymmoethie patrick beed at his finest " but i promise you with all my heart i didnt plan to fuck this up , it was suppose to be imspirational ( it was suppose to be more then inspiration but i cant think of a better word ) i shold buy a dictionary .
so i guess me and you have done this dance before ... i have let you down and you have been dissapointed but for some reasons i still feel as if this time was differnt ... a little worse , and i dont wanna just blow it off as if it never happened i used the word great and to not deliver is a sin on us all ... if you could just tell me what to do . Maybe i should write a poem .. or a short story ... i could even just explain my day using extrodanry synnomnyms for everyday words .. but i have the feeling that would still leave you with a bitter taste in your mouth like when you think you are getting real nice and ripe kiwi fruit but then it turns out a foolish person has dropped it on the ground , traded it for a new one and went on their way hoping no one would notice
i fear ending this post for the soul reason that if i stop typping it means the dissapointment is complete ,... once i am fini then their is no hope what so ever for me to pull something marvelous out of my ass ... so i suggest you stop reading now ... finish your tea , open the blinds , let the kids in , put back on your music ... and forget i even mentioned it ... forget it all
imagine ...
okkk so now i am kinda nervous ... with such a cocky build up to a post i havent even planned ... i actually have nothing in mind to write about ... the onyl other word i cant come up with is embarrassing but i am not even positve if that fully discribes how i feel right at this moment , i mean your kids are on the way to the market and the tea is about ready .. you have done all you can do to make this moment special ... this is what you have been waiting for and beleive me i have be pretty physched for a long while about this all comming togehter but i just dont think it is gonna happen today , and I know what you are gonna say " typical this is tymmoethie patrick beed at his finest " but i promise you with all my heart i didnt plan to fuck this up , it was suppose to be imspirational ( it was suppose to be more then inspiration but i cant think of a better word ) i shold buy a dictionary .
so i guess me and you have done this dance before ... i have let you down and you have been dissapointed but for some reasons i still feel as if this time was differnt ... a little worse , and i dont wanna just blow it off as if it never happened i used the word great and to not deliver is a sin on us all ... if you could just tell me what to do . Maybe i should write a poem .. or a short story ... i could even just explain my day using extrodanry synnomnyms for everyday words .. but i have the feeling that would still leave you with a bitter taste in your mouth like when you think you are getting real nice and ripe kiwi fruit but then it turns out a foolish person has dropped it on the ground , traded it for a new one and went on their way hoping no one would notice
i fear ending this post for the soul reason that if i stop typping it means the dissapointment is complete ,... once i am fini then their is no hope what so ever for me to pull something marvelous out of my ass ... so i suggest you stop reading now ... finish your tea , open the blinds , let the kids in , put back on your music ... and forget i even mentioned it ... forget it all
imagine ...