-sigh-
I really hope that weekend goes good.
I also hope that I can show ryan that I can be nice peson and be respectful to him.
I hope that he gives me that same respect back.
I love Ryan s much and I hate that we are going through this right now.
It makes me so confused and so angry at myself that it is driving us both apart.
Why am I doing this to myself and to him?
I have no idea, I no longer understand myself anymore.
Anyways.
Ryan is gonna be bringing over to his friend Alisha's house on Saturday.
I really hope that she is nice and doesn't make me feel unwanted, Cause that wouldn't be all that nice.
I also promised ryan that I would change my attitude, which sort of goes along with me being a nicer person.
Well all I can say is that I hope this weekend goes by very well.
I also hope that I can show ryan that I can be nice peson and be respectful to him.
I hope that he gives me that same respect back.
I love Ryan s much and I hate that we are going through this right now.
It makes me so confused and so angry at myself that it is driving us both apart.
Why am I doing this to myself and to him?
I have no idea, I no longer understand myself anymore.
Anyways.
Ryan is gonna be bringing over to his friend Alisha's house on Saturday.
I really hope that she is nice and doesn't make me feel unwanted, Cause that wouldn't be all that nice.
I also promised ryan that I would change my attitude, which sort of goes along with me being a nicer person.
Well all I can say is that I hope this weekend goes by very well.