Is there anybodie out there?
Does Anybody even read my journal?
Cause if nobodie is even reading it then what is the point of even having one.
I only did this so that people who would like to know what I am up to and those who really want to know who I am, my problem, my likes and dislikes, and things that make me the person I am today can know the truth and know my pain.
You may not think that it is that important, but to me right now knowing that I have friends out there that care about me would help alot. I am going through so much pain and so much misery and to feel like I have no one to turn to kills me more then anything. I hate saying this, But I really need to know who cares and who doesn't care. I don't want to feel this emptyness inside anymore, I don't want to feel as though I have no friends and that I have no one that I can turn to when I am feeling down.
I have lived my life with barely any friends, cause everyone always judged me before they even knew who I was inside. I hate it when people do that, and I hate it that apperance has to be everything.
Im sorry.
Im just in a really rough place right now.
