Passing the Past, and meeting the future

Feb 20, 2005 21:34

eh my day was crape...i have nto done anything, and it was suppose to be a fun weekend, i wanted to hang out with Alex today, but i did not call him ahahahaha maybe that was the problem! I dunno i may invite him to the movies, but Matt is goin gand i wanna be with him, it would be fun. I mean i am not limited to ALex, and he has made that clear....so yeah. But Matt really needs to talk to me for some obscure reason so i have called him like 5 times today....but he has not picke dup, i feel like such a stalker, jeremy says that he thinks i totally like him and stuff....guys are stupid. Matt is still trying to Go out with me again....not going to happen. I have told him and he is like "PLEASE I HAVE CHANGED I AM BETTER NOW, "Since U been gone" is our song! pLEASE YOU DONT REALLY LIKE ALEX...I CAN BE THE OTERH GUY YOU DATE!" lkol awww poor Mad Hatty it is so adorable...yet really pathetique, bu i wanna knwo what he is up to now, and why he needs to talk to me SO badly, HE KNOWS I DONT LIKE HIM! i really wanna call Justin and make sure he is still alive but i dunno his schedule, and if he will be home or working on homework or on a project or something...i dunno? So i am leaving that blank.
Ehm ergh my weekend has sucked major hippo feet, and i hate to what i am starting to act liek and stuff. I wanna be that girl i was down in cocoa beach. I mean i am still lous and abnoxious...but i am meaner :'( And it is depressing. I really wanna stop saying stuff about people....but i dunno lol everyone else is doing it and it is so tempting lmao. Seriously i dont wanna be miss gossiper. So i am going to stop that keep my opinions to myself!
I really wanna get down and chill out in florida over Spring Break...i am going to pay for a flight down tehre and be with my BIG Sista.

ER nothing happened today, i actually got out of bed and took a long shower...caus ei was going to go to the movies but MO did not have money and Matt had a tennis tournament and SO Jeremy and i thought well tomorrow is another day so we will go then. WE are going in the afternoon time, you know with all the goofy 10 year olds who ar elike "i am so old and cool!" lol fun. ANd then i probably will do parts of hw...current events...and reading "the Good Earth" WHAT FUN! Yippee! Actually i should have done that today...but oh well...ergh i am starting to think i am falling behind in Geography...but she just gives us so much crap junk to do.
I am outy...i am sick of remembering my pathetic existence lol....welll it can be enteraining at times...but sorta a dry spell i suppose right now

Sarah
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