You know what, Dorothy? Death sucks.
Updating because I'm supposed to be doing about 50 bajillion other things.
Work today was pretty good. It gets it's spurts where I truely think ever woman in the Tampa Bay area is calling. But I almost like that... it makes the day go by faster.
I'm pissed. I have to write a code of ethics paper and I forgot to get my work's code of ethics from my boss... I've been forgetting for, like, a week now. Also I left my book at work and I can't get it until Monday and that sucks because there's 120+ pages to read and do an outline on my 11am Wednesday...
I'm TOTALLY understanding my math, though! It makes me excited to do it.
I'm getting really aggravated because I'm gaining weight and I don't understand why. I don't eat well if at all, I'm so stressed all the time, and I don't have time to exercise, even if it's for 5 seconds... how am I gaining weight? Whatever...
I don't have any money either... we're getting in debt and it's really depressing...
Bobby had to get stitches the other day at work. An aluminum beam fell on his head, creating a 1/4 to 1/2 inch deep gouge in his skull. He got a concussion but did not go unconsious. Thank God he's okay but he was out of work for 2 and a half days with no pay because he hasn't been there long enough to accumulate workman's comp. Luckily, they paid for all the medical and such. I wish he wouldn't work there...
My house is a mess and I hate it so much! So much needs to be fixed on it and we don't have the money and I feel like I'm living in a shithole. Literally. My yard is icky. It needs to be raked and have miracle grow smothered all over it. I need to plant for plants. I want some hanging plants. My car is still broken. Bobby's car = a 90 year old man... shakey and sputtering. I need new carpet in my ENTIRE house. Half the lights don't work. My couch is EXTREMELY uncomfortable and my bed's that so hott either. My extra room is unusable because it's a disaster area and I don't trust anyone staying in there for any period of time until we replace the carpet. Plus we have to paint the ceiling. The light in my bathroom still doesn't work correctly. And did I mention I STILL don't have hott water? My curtains are SO ugly and I feel like the NOST FUCKING ASS neighbors are always looking in my business through our kitchen window. My washer and dryer still don't work. The tile is so ugly in our kitchen AND our bathroom (and it's all gouged and dirty.. I'm not even talking about the pattern... which sucks, too). I never get to hang out with any of my friends who I all care about so much and hate that I never get to see them. I have no food in my house and I'm do tired of the food I do have. My dad keeps making promises I know he's never going to keep. My sister seems to be getting worse. Bobby and I are nowhere near what we used to be and it doesn't seem to phase him much... he'd rather spend all his time on the PS2 and/or with Ian... I have a HUGE a/c unit sticking out of my wall that's extremely ugly and doesn't even work... and the window unit we bought is duct-taped into the window... and believe it or not... I haven't even put a dent it it...
Sorry. I really needed to get all that out... I don't have too many people to talk to nowadays... I don't even have time to do that.
I'm off. Math homework. For the first time in my life, I can truely say I'm happy to do it.
I close with some famous words said often by my father..."And people wonder why I drink..."
Work today was pretty good. It gets it's spurts where I truely think ever woman in the Tampa Bay area is calling. But I almost like that... it makes the day go by faster.
I'm pissed. I have to write a code of ethics paper and I forgot to get my work's code of ethics from my boss... I've been forgetting for, like, a week now. Also I left my book at work and I can't get it until Monday and that sucks because there's 120+ pages to read and do an outline on my 11am Wednesday...
I'm TOTALLY understanding my math, though! It makes me excited to do it.
I'm getting really aggravated because I'm gaining weight and I don't understand why. I don't eat well if at all, I'm so stressed all the time, and I don't have time to exercise, even if it's for 5 seconds... how am I gaining weight? Whatever...
I don't have any money either... we're getting in debt and it's really depressing...
Bobby had to get stitches the other day at work. An aluminum beam fell on his head, creating a 1/4 to 1/2 inch deep gouge in his skull. He got a concussion but did not go unconsious. Thank God he's okay but he was out of work for 2 and a half days with no pay because he hasn't been there long enough to accumulate workman's comp. Luckily, they paid for all the medical and such. I wish he wouldn't work there...
My house is a mess and I hate it so much! So much needs to be fixed on it and we don't have the money and I feel like I'm living in a shithole. Literally. My yard is icky. It needs to be raked and have miracle grow smothered all over it. I need to plant for plants. I want some hanging plants. My car is still broken. Bobby's car = a 90 year old man... shakey and sputtering. I need new carpet in my ENTIRE house. Half the lights don't work. My couch is EXTREMELY uncomfortable and my bed's that so hott either. My extra room is unusable because it's a disaster area and I don't trust anyone staying in there for any period of time until we replace the carpet. Plus we have to paint the ceiling. The light in my bathroom still doesn't work correctly. And did I mention I STILL don't have hott water? My curtains are SO ugly and I feel like the NOST FUCKING ASS neighbors are always looking in my business through our kitchen window. My washer and dryer still don't work. The tile is so ugly in our kitchen AND our bathroom (and it's all gouged and dirty.. I'm not even talking about the pattern... which sucks, too). I never get to hang out with any of my friends who I all care about so much and hate that I never get to see them. I have no food in my house and I'm do tired of the food I do have. My dad keeps making promises I know he's never going to keep. My sister seems to be getting worse. Bobby and I are nowhere near what we used to be and it doesn't seem to phase him much... he'd rather spend all his time on the PS2 and/or with Ian... I have a HUGE a/c unit sticking out of my wall that's extremely ugly and doesn't even work... and the window unit we bought is duct-taped into the window... and believe it or not... I haven't even put a dent it it...
Sorry. I really needed to get all that out... I don't have too many people to talk to nowadays... I don't even have time to do that.
I'm off. Math homework. For the first time in my life, I can truely say I'm happy to do it.
I close with some famous words said often by my father..."And people wonder why I drink..."