Happy Fucking New Year
Well. 2004 ended and 2005 begins with a shitty note. I'm breaking up with Steve.
If you want a play-by-play of events go to my MySpace blog; I use that one more. Basically, he's not the man I thought he was. It is very sad. I thought he was the person I was gonna have babies with, and it looks like that won't happen.
Also, lately I've been toying with the idea of joining the Marines. Since I'm now single again it looks like I may just do it...but not until after college. I think it'll really jumpstart my career as a police officer, and help get me going financially. Also, I have an itch to go and serve my country. I don't care where life takes me anymore. I think I'm a drifter at heart...I don't seem to be at home anywhere anymore. At least the Corps will give me a purpose, and the hard work can make me forget about any unpleasentries. With all the training I've been doing so far with my Dad, I've had little time to mope about Steve. And don't think I'm doing this because my relationship ended. I've been thinking about this for awhile. To free and totally independent as one of the greatest warriors the world has seen seems like an awsome thing to do.
If you want a play-by-play of events go to my MySpace blog; I use that one more. Basically, he's not the man I thought he was. It is very sad. I thought he was the person I was gonna have babies with, and it looks like that won't happen.
Also, lately I've been toying with the idea of joining the Marines. Since I'm now single again it looks like I may just do it...but not until after college. I think it'll really jumpstart my career as a police officer, and help get me going financially. Also, I have an itch to go and serve my country. I don't care where life takes me anymore. I think I'm a drifter at heart...I don't seem to be at home anywhere anymore. At least the Corps will give me a purpose, and the hard work can make me forget about any unpleasentries. With all the training I've been doing so far with my Dad, I've had little time to mope about Steve. And don't think I'm doing this because my relationship ended. I've been thinking about this for awhile. To free and totally independent as one of the greatest warriors the world has seen seems like an awsome thing to do.