A Wish For The Upper Hand
A love that stays strong is the most beautiful thing in the world. But a love that starts to take a slight turn for the worst is a pain I cannot wish apon my worst enemy. When it starts to blossom is can bring you nothing but smiles and bliss. As for the downfall can be a devastating experience. Some of us have lived this nightmare and grow from it. But what if your just to weak to surpass what lies ahead. Confusion, Anger, Depression, Anxiety are all fors of pain you endure at one time. With all your heart and soul you love this person even though sometimes it may not show as well as you like it. You only feel the wrath of the situation when its brought into the light and you finally see your failure. As each day of this pain drifts by my eyes it seems to get worse and worse. What it something you said or didnt do? Could it be avoided if you just let it go? Your so far into this reality that you cant just erase all the love and devotion you put into this. All the great times each other shared. I wont trade these memories for the world but why may I be faced with the forced decision to erase them? We hope these problems to dissapear into thin air but its just never so simple. I wouldnt want to lose this love if I had to take a bullet to regain it. It seems as though the chains that held us together are slowly depleting and theres nothing I can do but sit and wait and hope they begin to bind us once again. I sit up countless hours and sleepless night wishing for the strength to bring this back to life. I just doubt I will be so lucky.