Sep 11, 2006 22:06
so lately, i've felt so lonely. i've been trying to fight it and even just accept it, but the desperate need of having someone in my life always rears it's ugly head. it's such a pathetic and silly need especially since i'm so close to finishing school and learning that i really do have some great friends and i need to reciprocate the notion, but the feeling always creeps up and lurks in my thoughts.
i just want someone that can put up with me. that's laughably almost impossible. i can't even put up with me.
i still long for you.