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tired/restless, too much free time/not enough time to do everything, content/disappointed, hungry/about to puke, bored/enthralled, contradictory/well reasoned.
i need to find some new music, or i need to rediscover some old music.
creativity and art haven't done much for me lately, that is to say i haven't done much for them lately either. i had some pretty cool ideas for some sculptures, too bad i dont sculpt. i wanted to paint but couldnt think of anything.
summer sets in, it just melts into place. i've started losing track of what day it is/was, happens every summer i guess.
i'd like to think that finishing my car will ameliorate some of this lethargy or restlessness or what ever it is that i'm feeling. it probably wont.
i started reading catcher in the rye again, damn good book
work is too much work. i'm beginning to hate it there.
sorry for the stream of consciousness nature of this it's late and i probably should be sleeping now. but this is what happens when you try numbing a headache by downing 3 excedrin and a red bull at 3 in the morning
im going to try to write something, that sounds mildly... occupying at least
i need to find some new music, or i need to rediscover some old music.
creativity and art haven't done much for me lately, that is to say i haven't done much for them lately either. i had some pretty cool ideas for some sculptures, too bad i dont sculpt. i wanted to paint but couldnt think of anything.
summer sets in, it just melts into place. i've started losing track of what day it is/was, happens every summer i guess.
i'd like to think that finishing my car will ameliorate some of this lethargy or restlessness or what ever it is that i'm feeling. it probably wont.
i started reading catcher in the rye again, damn good book
work is too much work. i'm beginning to hate it there.
sorry for the stream of consciousness nature of this it's late and i probably should be sleeping now. but this is what happens when you try numbing a headache by downing 3 excedrin and a red bull at 3 in the morning
im going to try to write something, that sounds mildly... occupying at least