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this month hs been comfortable, pleasurable, stable and interesting. I've gon out too much, socialized with young ones and eaten a few dollar slices. this month was grand until last week and now I have no clue where I stand, as much as I have no shame or problem telling someone how I feel, it's still hard to get nothing tangible back. I feel like I'm back to having to tip toe around and work to impress... even with those rules implied, I'm still chewing on loose nerves.