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i'm sitting here watching friendships crumble right and left. people don't watch their mouths carefully enough and ended up saying things they'll regret moments later, and their pride always takes prominence over anything so you'll never hear an "i'm sorry" muttered, and its terribly sad. it's too easy for others to lie. and mostly, to themselves, faking friendships in the name of convenience. come on, kids, we're in college now. we're supposed to have grown up a bit.
i was friends with justin pace since fourth grade, and we don't say so much as hello anymore. everything we had completely evaporated.
mm, here comes the piano music. couldn't have been at a better time.
it feels like i'm carrying a double-edged sword. no matter what i do, it's wrong. i hate that i feel like that. but there's really nothing i can do about it but wait it out and try to relax.
it's so funny, because i'm terribly happy right now. but it's not coming through.
rachel said it best today; there was a woman in a wheelchair on the t, and she mentioned the fact that we have nothing to complain about. we don't. i don't. but it seems i'll continue to do so anyway because i'm just flawed and harp on anything negative in my perfect little snowglobe of a world. i've seen so little outside of me.
i'll take this opportunity to say that i'm sorry. i hold no shame in saying that. whether or not you choose to accept it is your decision.
drama in college.
i was friends with justin pace since fourth grade, and we don't say so much as hello anymore. everything we had completely evaporated.
mm, here comes the piano music. couldn't have been at a better time.
it feels like i'm carrying a double-edged sword. no matter what i do, it's wrong. i hate that i feel like that. but there's really nothing i can do about it but wait it out and try to relax.
it's so funny, because i'm terribly happy right now. but it's not coming through.
rachel said it best today; there was a woman in a wheelchair on the t, and she mentioned the fact that we have nothing to complain about. we don't. i don't. but it seems i'll continue to do so anyway because i'm just flawed and harp on anything negative in my perfect little snowglobe of a world. i've seen so little outside of me.
i'll take this opportunity to say that i'm sorry. i hold no shame in saying that. whether or not you choose to accept it is your decision.
drama in college.