Argh. Brain... STOP!
So I woke up this morning to remember that I hadn't sent in some edits I had done to my editor, got those in. Didn't finish my story due to it kinda hitting a dead end, so I'm scrapping it.
On that note, I'm considering scrapping writing for the paper at all. I like news, but I hate reporting. I'm too much of a creative writer. It just feels like torture having no real license to write something that I own. I feel like I'd be happier doing copywriting or even some sort of Public Relations job instead of reporting. The only reason I got into reporting in the first place was to do sports, and I don't get that opportunity at all at my school since we have no sports to speak of.
I spent most of today moving my room around since it needed to be cleaned and organized a bit. That helped clear my head a bit.
I just can't really tell yet if this is just me second guessing myself to death again, or if I really am just in need of something different.
On that note, I'm considering scrapping writing for the paper at all. I like news, but I hate reporting. I'm too much of a creative writer. It just feels like torture having no real license to write something that I own. I feel like I'd be happier doing copywriting or even some sort of Public Relations job instead of reporting. The only reason I got into reporting in the first place was to do sports, and I don't get that opportunity at all at my school since we have no sports to speak of.
I spent most of today moving my room around since it needed to be cleaned and organized a bit. That helped clear my head a bit.
I just can't really tell yet if this is just me second guessing myself to death again, or if I really am just in need of something different.