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Mar 29, 2004 18:08

God has tried to kill me many times. I dont understand why. But thats what im trying to figure out. Why? Why does god want to do this to me? When i say he's tried to kill me i mean really. Literally. When i was little my sister tried to kill me by kicking me in the head because she was jealous. If she would have kicked me in the head one more time...i would have died. I try to cover up the pain in my past but sometimes its just too much. But why god kept me alive i dont know. I want to know if there is a special reason why im here. Am i meant for something?
Because my life happens to on occasion, suck beyond the telling of it...sometimes more then i can handle...but it's not just mine. Every singal person here is ignoring my pain because their too busy with their own. And thats the way it should be. Thats where im proud to be me...except for the fact that the guy i like doesnt like me. That kind of sucks... anyway...i gtg love ya! Bye!
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