Maddie was back! Well phisically
Omg! I feel like i havent seen maddie forever! I missed her soooo much. So me, maddie, jason, and maddie's new "bff" or what ever. Not that i mind...but...it's maddie...like you know the maddie that everyone loves and thinks is like my twin. Can i say something...the maddie i saw was maddie...but not MY maddie. Not the maddie that gibbi knew...or that jason knew...or most of all, the one that was my best friend. I knew something was wrong when i saw her friend, it wasnt the kind of person maddie usually hangs with. Unless i'm like that...which i'm NOT. Believe me, i like her friend, ashley...but she has really bad influence on her. And im kind of scared. First of all, her friend has piercing. And now maddie is getting her nose pierced. I mean EEEWWW! And then...when
Jason would bring up inside jokes, she would avt like.."ummm...sure jason whatever" That pisses me OFF
!!!! And believe me- nothing gets me more pissed off then someone calling me bad names or somebody being two faced.
Anyway, after the movie we went to the mall cause gibbi was suppose to be on a date with adriana. hhheee. lol But he wasnt there...so...me, maddie, and ashley got in this fight with jason. I have to say jj, here im on their side.(you were getting a little TOO jealous) but jason got out of control and started calling us bad names. And i am going to say this again- nothing gets me more pissed off then people calling me bad names! So i wasnt very happy- he pushed me off the edge. My godmother was on the way- NO ONE I MEAN NO ONE CAN CURSE SOMEONE OFF BETTER THAN MY GODMOTHER- YOU CAN ASK ANYONE THAT KNOWS HER OR THAT HAS MET HER! She has taught me a couple things- :) thats somewhere i take over. Jason started calling me a bad name- and i yelled at him- then he said - oh just kiss it- and slapped his ass i said "hoo would want to jason?" I AM BEGGING YOU PLEASE DONT ANSWER THAT QUESTION! So then he said he was going home- then he called maddie a bitch- hahhha- BIG MISTAKE!!!! Not only was i pissed - i was turning into someone no ones wants to meet EVER! The only person that has seen me like this is prbably Maddie or Gabby. Then my godmother came-----hehhhheee- she didnt curse him off- but she told us if he does call us any name again- she will rip off his mouth and shove it up his ass. That is something she has autually used to make my brother cry a few years ago. i was laughing SOOOOO hard. So i'm just warning you jason- do NOT call me another bad word or i will personally hurt you. And i am serious! Then Maddie's parents got in a fight- again. And her mom took the car and went home-ALL THE WAY IN VENTURA!!! So maddie and ashley were going to come home with me to my godmothers to sleep over- but her dad then said no because he has been waiting in the mall for an hour and a half. My goal was to bring the old maddie back....i failed....this is for gibbi- WE NEEDED YOU! IF YOU WERE THERE---YOU KNOW I WOULD HAVE BEEN ABLE TO SEE HER FOR THE LAST TIME THE WAY I WANTED. :( I MEAN THIS IS MADDIE....the only part that...I cant even describe how much i miss the real maddie. She needs to come out- because she's going to get hurt- and it's going to be something i cant help her with- something no one will be able to- except her- she would have to make a decision. And i'm really afraid of her jugdment...i'm really afraid for her. I just think if she saw some of her old friends today she might have rememberd how it was like to not pretend- if could have seen gibbi, blaine, michael, nikki, not allison- there just might be a cat fight-(that is a WHOLE diff long story)maybe even mrs. tan....i dont know- but for some reason it didnt work with only me. and for GODS SAKE! I WISH IT COULD HAVE! Because right now- i dont know what to do- PLEASE COMMENT NOW! I NEED HELP!
But first i would like to leave this song here:
Lifes a show and we all play our parts.And when the music starts, we open up our hearts. It's alright if some things come out wrong. We'll sing a happy song! And you can sing along. Where there's life, theres hope. Everydays's a gift. Wishes can come true. Whistle while you work so hard all day! To be like other girls! To fit into this glittery world! Dont give me songs. Dont give me songs! I need something to sing about. I need something to sing about.
Lifes a song, you dont get to rehearse, and ever singal verse can make it that much worse. Still my friends dont know why i ignored. The million things and more. I should be dancing for...all the joy life sends. Family and friends. all the twists and bends knowing that it ends. Well that depends! On if they let you know. On if they know enough to know! That when youve bowed. You leave the croud.
There was no pain. No fear no doubt. Till they pulled out of heaven. So thats my refrain. I live in hell. Cause i've been expelled from heaven. I think i was in heaven. So give me something to sing about.PLEASE! Give my something!!!!
RIZZO-
Jason would bring up inside jokes, she would avt like.."ummm...sure jason whatever" That pisses me OFF
!!!! And believe me- nothing gets me more pissed off then someone calling me bad names or somebody being two faced.
Anyway, after the movie we went to the mall cause gibbi was suppose to be on a date with adriana. hhheee. lol But he wasnt there...so...me, maddie, and ashley got in this fight with jason. I have to say jj, here im on their side.(you were getting a little TOO jealous) but jason got out of control and started calling us bad names. And i am going to say this again- nothing gets me more pissed off then people calling me bad names! So i wasnt very happy- he pushed me off the edge. My godmother was on the way- NO ONE I MEAN NO ONE CAN CURSE SOMEONE OFF BETTER THAN MY GODMOTHER- YOU CAN ASK ANYONE THAT KNOWS HER OR THAT HAS MET HER! She has taught me a couple things- :) thats somewhere i take over. Jason started calling me a bad name- and i yelled at him- then he said - oh just kiss it- and slapped his ass i said "hoo would want to jason?" I AM BEGGING YOU PLEASE DONT ANSWER THAT QUESTION! So then he said he was going home- then he called maddie a bitch- hahhha- BIG MISTAKE!!!! Not only was i pissed - i was turning into someone no ones wants to meet EVER! The only person that has seen me like this is prbably Maddie or Gabby. Then my godmother came-----hehhhheee- she didnt curse him off- but she told us if he does call us any name again- she will rip off his mouth and shove it up his ass. That is something she has autually used to make my brother cry a few years ago. i was laughing SOOOOO hard. So i'm just warning you jason- do NOT call me another bad word or i will personally hurt you. And i am serious! Then Maddie's parents got in a fight- again. And her mom took the car and went home-ALL THE WAY IN VENTURA!!! So maddie and ashley were going to come home with me to my godmothers to sleep over- but her dad then said no because he has been waiting in the mall for an hour and a half. My goal was to bring the old maddie back....i failed....this is for gibbi- WE NEEDED YOU! IF YOU WERE THERE---YOU KNOW I WOULD HAVE BEEN ABLE TO SEE HER FOR THE LAST TIME THE WAY I WANTED. :( I MEAN THIS IS MADDIE....the only part that...I cant even describe how much i miss the real maddie. She needs to come out- because she's going to get hurt- and it's going to be something i cant help her with- something no one will be able to- except her- she would have to make a decision. And i'm really afraid of her jugdment...i'm really afraid for her. I just think if she saw some of her old friends today she might have rememberd how it was like to not pretend- if could have seen gibbi, blaine, michael, nikki, not allison- there just might be a cat fight-(that is a WHOLE diff long story)maybe even mrs. tan....i dont know- but for some reason it didnt work with only me. and for GODS SAKE! I WISH IT COULD HAVE! Because right now- i dont know what to do- PLEASE COMMENT NOW! I NEED HELP!
But first i would like to leave this song here:
Lifes a show and we all play our parts.And when the music starts, we open up our hearts. It's alright if some things come out wrong. We'll sing a happy song! And you can sing along. Where there's life, theres hope. Everydays's a gift. Wishes can come true. Whistle while you work so hard all day! To be like other girls! To fit into this glittery world! Dont give me songs. Dont give me songs! I need something to sing about. I need something to sing about.
Lifes a song, you dont get to rehearse, and ever singal verse can make it that much worse. Still my friends dont know why i ignored. The million things and more. I should be dancing for...all the joy life sends. Family and friends. all the twists and bends knowing that it ends. Well that depends! On if they let you know. On if they know enough to know! That when youve bowed. You leave the croud.
There was no pain. No fear no doubt. Till they pulled out of heaven. So thats my refrain. I live in hell. Cause i've been expelled from heaven. I think i was in heaven. So give me something to sing about.PLEASE! Give my something!!!!
RIZZO-