Dec 13, 2004 19:20
So much has been happening lately.
All good things though.
This is going to be a long post, so read it if you want. If not, i guess don't. I'll start with the first thing that happened. Well I've been talking to this guy Zak online since like seventh grade. He goes to mymy school but i've never actually met him until last week. He's a senior and he's really cute + stuff. And he likes me. ANd I think I like him back. And since we've met he acts differently towards me. Like sweeter and stuff and not telling me stories about all these girls like he used to. And well it's just that because he used to tell me just about everything and I know how he can be I'm kind of scared to possibly start a relationship with him. Plus he just seems so old. Like it's only a few years, not even. But he's going to college next year and stuff and yeah. So it's all kind of confusing. But the point is he likes me and I like him back and that's good :)
Secondly, I started taking ADHD medicine. I'm on only 10 mg of adderol. It isn't enough but the side effects are there. I'm increasing the dosage after talking with my doctor on friday. It makes me not hungry at all or have any emotiions really or be able to sleep. I haven't eaten in three days. I tried to eat a sandwhich today. I took a few bites and my stomach hurt real bad. I'm not sure if that's good or bad. Anorexia is bad. But i do need to go on a diet and such ;D
I got glasses. ON saturday, before geting my medicaiton, i went to the eye doctor and got my prescription for my glasses and now i have them and they're hot. and this kid who hates me, like he seriously hates me with a passion. we used to be really close and then we got in this huge fight and so now we pretty much hate eachother. anyways this kid even said i looked hot today. because of the glasses lolz k yeah.
i wore the most amazing shirt today.
I've redecorated nearly all of my jeans. they're amazing.
I dont know.
everything is just going pretty nicely.
Oh and I'm getting an ipod for christmas.
i already saw it ;D