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i'll never get what we had with anyone else in my entire life.
i miss those days more than anything, and theyve only been gone for 2 weeks.
all that fake affection you showed, just wanting someone to fill that empty space in your heart, someone to hold you, i couldn't bring myself to do that for you these past few days. i can't believe you were blind enough to not see how much that killed me, knowing you just wanted someone to make you feel better, not the one who loves you, and always has. maybe this doesn't make sense to you, but i hope you understand how i feel. im almost glad i'll probably never see you or touch you again.
after this past week, i've given up hope. i'll never try again. im sorry.
i miss those days more than anything, and theyve only been gone for 2 weeks.
all that fake affection you showed, just wanting someone to fill that empty space in your heart, someone to hold you, i couldn't bring myself to do that for you these past few days. i can't believe you were blind enough to not see how much that killed me, knowing you just wanted someone to make you feel better, not the one who loves you, and always has. maybe this doesn't make sense to you, but i hope you understand how i feel. im almost glad i'll probably never see you or touch you again.
after this past week, i've given up hope. i'll never try again. im sorry.