She's wet and wild- Your typical 90's child.
OK. So i've been chillin with Holly and John and Samantha and Brendan. Me and Kass talk sometimes. And me and Will are friends.
Tonight Justin Holly John and maybe Sam are gonna come over. And go in the hot tub. And I'm happy. So fucking happy. How is it possible that I did a complete turn around in a month? I went from being completely miserable for YEARS to being in total ecstasy ALL the time. In a month. I was fucked up for years. And in ONE FUCKING MONTH I get to be the happiest I've been in my whole life. People say I'm crazy and they say it won't last. But why tell me that and ruin what is here right now? Why make me think about the future when I can just think about now and how good my life is. I have the best friends in the world, boo boo, parties, friends, people to talk to. It's so great. I used to be just like everyone else. I used to be all depressed and "where am I going with myself?". But now...I realize that I just need to live in this moment right now and not worry about it. Still hold my responsibilities, but have a great time while doing that. I'm 15, I have no where to go yet. I don't have my future planned out, and I don't need to, and it feels great. There's no point in fighting with people who aren't even worth your time. There's no point in getting upset over something that will be forgotten in a month. There's no point in all the drama teenagers seem to get caught up in. I have a life. I have my own life. I'm not living a lie...I'm not being someone who I'm not. And you know what...I feel bad for people who don't realize that you don't need al the drama that circulates around their lives. Just live.
I want to touch the stars.
Tonight Justin Holly John and maybe Sam are gonna come over. And go in the hot tub. And I'm happy. So fucking happy. How is it possible that I did a complete turn around in a month? I went from being completely miserable for YEARS to being in total ecstasy ALL the time. In a month. I was fucked up for years. And in ONE FUCKING MONTH I get to be the happiest I've been in my whole life. People say I'm crazy and they say it won't last. But why tell me that and ruin what is here right now? Why make me think about the future when I can just think about now and how good my life is. I have the best friends in the world, boo boo, parties, friends, people to talk to. It's so great. I used to be just like everyone else. I used to be all depressed and "where am I going with myself?". But now...I realize that I just need to live in this moment right now and not worry about it. Still hold my responsibilities, but have a great time while doing that. I'm 15, I have no where to go yet. I don't have my future planned out, and I don't need to, and it feels great. There's no point in fighting with people who aren't even worth your time. There's no point in getting upset over something that will be forgotten in a month. There's no point in all the drama teenagers seem to get caught up in. I have a life. I have my own life. I'm not living a lie...I'm not being someone who I'm not. And you know what...I feel bad for people who don't realize that you don't need al the drama that circulates around their lives. Just live.
I want to touch the stars.