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Jun 16, 2004 11:52


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lux_red June 16 2004, 09:37:13 UTC
you know, that would make
and adorable valentine's day
card.. you are the most beautiful
girl in the world, after all.
i love. <3

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your__gun June 17 2004, 16:29:04 UTC
aww thank you sweetie pie.
i wish i was the most beautiful girl in the world.
better yet the skinniest.
iloveyoumore.

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lux_red June 17 2004, 20:37:48 UTC
but you are the most
beautiful girl in the world.
&your body is so amazing in
pictures.. i can't even imagine
how delicately exquisite you
are in person. sending my
love to the most stunning girl,
physically&mentally, in the
entire world.. ♥

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your__gun June 18 2004, 07:53:16 UTC
but im not... i need to find more confidence, or get thinner. but i think it just is making me feel worse.

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lux_red June 18 2004, 08:18:43 UTC
you are, and you'll soon get
the confidence you need to
realize it. but until then,
i won't let you forget how
beautiful you are. you are
thin enough already, but you
know i'm going to support you
through everything, because i
love you. :hugs you tightly:
someday you'll know how special
you are. <3

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your__gun June 18 2004, 08:24:09 UTC
i wish i could stop sometimes. sometimes i wish i could just feel normal and not have to worry about everything, the weight, the pain, the guilt. everything. i've tried to stop and felt a little better for awhile. and then i went right back and cried. i cried like i've never cried before. i think im getting depressed again. what happened to me, i used to know i was beautiful and that just all floats away like a dream. -sighs- i just suck thats all.

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lux_red June 18 2004, 08:39:43 UTC
you took the words right out of my mouth.
i've tried so many times to just feel "normal."
i want to be comfortable in my own skin, &i
want to be happy with myself.. i've also tried
to stop. i thought to myself, i can just eat
normally and be content with not being the
smallest girl around, but i really can't. i
can't lie to myself, because i know what i
could be, and i'm just so close..
please, baby, remember that you're never alone.
even if i'm not with you, or not talking to you
that moment, remember i am always here to help
you, support you, &remind you how amazing,
inspiring, and beautiful you are to me. you'll
come out of feeling like this, i promise. i
won't let you feel down, because you deserve
a million times better than that. &no, you
are not the one that sucks, i am. you just
hold extreme beauty&strenth, that's all. <3

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your__gun June 18 2004, 18:36:26 UTC
i wish i knew i held such beauty and strength. i dont think that i do. i messed up and ate popcorn at the movies today. do you know how fucking fattening that is, how many calories that is. i couldnt help myself, i had to purge afterwards, and in the process of it i cried. i went to the movies alone and left alone. i missed you , i was wishing you were there. so i could have held you, and people would have stared. for the first time i wouldnt have cared, i would have taken you with pride and been like hey i love her leave us alone, we're happy. i cant wait for that day. honestly. you dont such, you're so beautiful to me. dont ever say such things about yourself because you arent any of them. you see you're far to amazing for any of that sweetie. you really are, and i wish you would see that. iLOVEyouSOmuch.

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lux_red June 18 2004, 21:27:24 UTC
oh babydoll, i'm so sorry you
had to go through that. i never,
ever want you to have to be alone,
especially when you're sad. you're
so damn beautiful, i'd give up so
much to have you by my side. i can
promise you that someday i'll show
you how beautiful you are, how much
you inspire me, and how much i love
you. i promise i'd even hold your hair
back when you purge, and i'll wipe
away your tears and replace them with
kisses. oh darling, i want to hold you
so bad right now.. i want to take away
your pain forever. i love you so.

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