001 ♥ I'm ready.
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[It had all been too much. Too much for one person. Too much for one heart. Too much for any single moment to matter more than the other, but here she was lying on the floor, trying to feel more than just the cold, trying to feel less than everything else that hurt. Because everything that hurt was going to define her if she didn't stop trying to feel nothing. Meredith was there as she stood up. The breath in her lungs ached to be breathed and the tears didn't want to fall anymore. When she shut her eyes it all slipped away. The darkness came and for a moment it felt like maybe it was going to be okay.
When she opened her eyes, nothing was okay at all. Her hands clutched to the sides of the satin dress that Meredith had begun to unzip the side of. Pulling those two halves close to her chest as the room she was in wasn't exactly the bathroom. It wasn't exactly the last place she had been... nor a place she even felt was familiar.]
[With a deep breath pulled in she stumbled backwards sending the desk chair skittering into the desk a bit]
Seriously?
[It had all been too much. Too much for one person. Too much for one heart. Too much for any single moment to matter more than the other, but here she was lying on the floor, trying to feel more than just the cold, trying to feel less than everything else that hurt. Because everything that hurt was going to define her if she didn't stop trying to feel nothing. Meredith was there as she stood up. The breath in her lungs ached to be breathed and the tears didn't want to fall anymore. When she shut her eyes it all slipped away. The darkness came and for a moment it felt like maybe it was going to be okay.
When she opened her eyes, nothing was okay at all. Her hands clutched to the sides of the satin dress that Meredith had begun to unzip the side of. Pulling those two halves close to her chest as the room she was in wasn't exactly the bathroom. It wasn't exactly the last place she had been... nor a place she even felt was familiar.]
[With a deep breath pulled in she stumbled backwards sending the desk chair skittering into the desk a bit]
Seriously?