A Sad Friday....
Do you ever make a big deal out of something that is not? You find yourself wanting to do something really bad that you don't even really want to do, and the only reason you want to do this thing so bad is because there is someone fighting you about it?
That's me my friends. Starting fights just to be fighting....
It's terrible and I don't do it often...but truthfully, I'm so sick of fighting, I'm so sick of being mad...I'm so sick of hurting myself, I'm so sick of worrying about things that don't matter, i'm so sick of wondering if God exists and putting my faith in him and not seeing him come through. I'm sick of wondering if my future is going to be okay, I'm sick of money, I'm sick of doubting myself.
So sick of being here and doing all of this right now.
So sick of being what I said I would never be.
i'm sick of being a hypocrite and everyone around me being the same.
I'm sick of my own reflection....
That's me my friends. Starting fights just to be fighting....
It's terrible and I don't do it often...but truthfully, I'm so sick of fighting, I'm so sick of being mad...I'm so sick of hurting myself, I'm so sick of worrying about things that don't matter, i'm so sick of wondering if God exists and putting my faith in him and not seeing him come through. I'm sick of wondering if my future is going to be okay, I'm sick of money, I'm sick of doubting myself.
So sick of being here and doing all of this right now.
So sick of being what I said I would never be.
i'm sick of being a hypocrite and everyone around me being the same.
I'm sick of my own reflection....