that really monterey's my jack~ I get the best quotes from MIlls....
So this week is preaty relaxing. I mean I am working really hard and all but it is refreshing to know I have all of tonite and tomorrow to really focus on school and applications. Not to mention my room is getting more and more cluttered and dirty. I hate that... I hate being home for ten minutes, running to my room changing and dumping all my crap in there, fishing out what I need for wherever I am going (and this makes the mess even worse cause I hastliy throw stuff around in the search), shutting off the light and closing the door. Then I grab like a poptart from the kitchen and keep walking to my car, hollering a goodbye to my mom over the shoulder who only communicates with me through notes on my whiteboard.
I hate stress. I mean I thrive on it, but I hate it at the same time. Somehow when I am relaxed and bored even for like one day in the summer, I can only think about how much more I would rather be productive. Then once i am productive and stressed out, I can only think about how nice it would be for there to be nothing on my mind whatsoever. Except maybe Jeff, or my friends, or food, or a dance. You know good things. I have been praying for everysenior during "sepcial intentions." What a crack that is. We are all more and more stressed. Not just the seniors, some juniors are too... what with PSATS. You know something I think applications should be written honestly, I say this because I know of some fudged essays that really really really stretch the truth. Be careful guys.
Over all, I wish you all the best of luck and hope you all at least get into your first choice schools.
I hate stress. I mean I thrive on it, but I hate it at the same time. Somehow when I am relaxed and bored even for like one day in the summer, I can only think about how much more I would rather be productive. Then once i am productive and stressed out, I can only think about how nice it would be for there to be nothing on my mind whatsoever. Except maybe Jeff, or my friends, or food, or a dance. You know good things. I have been praying for everysenior during "sepcial intentions." What a crack that is. We are all more and more stressed. Not just the seniors, some juniors are too... what with PSATS. You know something I think applications should be written honestly, I say this because I know of some fudged essays that really really really stretch the truth. Be careful guys.
Over all, I wish you all the best of luck and hope you all at least get into your first choice schools.