Can You Smile {8/?}
Pairing: MyungSoo/SungYeol
Length: chaptered
Genre: AU; drama; general; romance; smut
Rating: NC 17
A/N: Inspired by 'Jiu Keishicho Tokushuhan Sousagakari'.
WARNING: I have no idea when I will update, so don't ask!!!
Summary: SungYeol was just searching for food and shelter. He never imagined he would bump in to the misterious blond guy that, as SungYeol thought at first, wasn't capable of any emotions. Gladly, this theory turned out to be absolutely wrong.
Previous
Be Mine
SungYeol’s heart had finally calmed down when it came to Jiu. For the first few days after Jiu woke up after his ‘healing sleep’ was strange, as Jiu was around all the time and looked different. More and more emotions showed on his face and that was something SungYeol had to get used to but that was something good never the less. In no time SungYeol noticed that he had started to stare at Jiu like he did when he first met the dazzling blond only now he was rather amused or intrigued by the way other frowned or concentrated or something or just had this spaced out thinking expression on his face. There was just one thing SungYeol hadn’t seen- smile.
The closest thing to that was back when Jiu was in painful daze that night when everything changed for him and SungYeol didn’t count that. He wanted to see real smile and more than that he wanted to be the one who made Jiu smile, but for now he was ready to wait as he already had more than he could have ever thought he could have again after the lost everything.
He was perfectly happy with cuddling close to Jiu every night and the awareness that when he wakes up in the morning Jiu will still be there, holding him and not planning to leave as soon as SungYeol wakes up. He was so used to that feeling that his heart almost jumped out of his chest when he woke up alone.
He sat up with a swung and looked around hoping to find Jiu somewhere in the room and luckily he did find the said one, but in a way, that was no longer Jiu.
Someone was sitting next to the window, his bare back turned to SungYeol. He was holding Jiu’s blade in one of his hands, while with other he took a strand of his own… pitch black hair and cut it short with one swift movement.
SungYeol knew that it was Jiu not only by scars on his back but by his whole presence, but no one who didn’t feel the same would recognize the said, now already former blond.
“Jiu?” SungYeol spoke and stood up from to go and sit next to other male, who was following SungYeol’s movements with his eyes. “What are you doing?”
“I can no longer be Jiu… walk the streets like the one I used to be or even walk on the same streets I used to.” He said and took a deep breath, before he took the last long strand of hair and cut it as short as the rest of his hair.
“Because… That Jiu died, right?” SungYeol asked, silently admiring how actually good short black hair looked on Jiu - his jaw line looked stronger, eyes deeper and darker.
“Yes. I can change, but as long I stay in Japan someone might still recognize me. I need to leave Japan.” He said and looked at SungYeol who stared back at Jiu.
“Leave?” SungYeol asked, his voice coming out quieter than he thought he would.
“I can’t stay here and I can’t return to my homeland. I was thinking about Korea… But… I am not sure you would like to return… Or that you would come with me at all.” Jiu said and SungYeol went silent for a moment.
He had never even considered going back to Korea after all he had to go trough. He still had few friends there but nothing called him to return apart from the silent promise he made for himself - follow Jiu where ever he goes.
“If you want me to go with you… I will.” SungYeol tore his gaze from the floor he was looking at and looked at Jiu.
“I don’t want you to you to just come with me.” Jiu turned completely to SungYeol. He gently caressed SungYeol’s cheek, his gaze locked on his own movement before he looked at SungYeol. “I want you to be mine… because you want to.”
“Then I am yours.” SungYeol said his voice near a whisper before he pressed his lips against Jiu’s.
Jiu’s hand first entwined SungYeol’s neck, pulling him closer and making the said male to gasp, letting Jiu’s tongue to slip in to SungYeol’s mouth, making the later to moan and wrap his arms around Jiu’s neck.
Jiu’s hands then left SungYeol’s neck and moved south, over others clothed torso until he could grab the edge of the shirt and pull it of SungYeol’s body. His arms wrapped around SungYeol’s middle the very moment the shirt was of, pulling so close that he was nearly straddling Jiu’s lap.
Meanwhile SungYeol was nearly left breathless. Jiu’s hands were gently rubbing circles on his now bare back while others tongue explored and re-explored every corner of his mouth, once in a while getting in to a mad dance with SungYeol’s.
SungYeol had to tighten his grip around Jiu’s neck as he was getting lost in feelings when Jiu started to caress his sides and abdomen in such gentle but sensual way that everything in SungYeol started to burn so much he couldn’t take it anymore.
He broke the kiss, shocking Jiu, and stood up pulling Jiu along and dragging him straight to the mattress.
Ignoring the small jolt of pain that shot trough his spine when he let himself to fall backwards on the said mattress, he pulled Jiu on top of him, connecting their lips in to a breathtaking kiss again, this time letting his own hands do what ever they pleased - trace each curve of muscles on Jiu’s back, sides and abdomen, tangle in his new, still a bit wet black hair, grip on his upper arms to pull him even closer.
Jiu’s hands meanwhile continued their way all over SungYeol’s body, including his still clothed thighs, driving SungYeol near mad as the not so thick fabric kept Jiu’s hands away from his skin all he wanted was to feel as much of Jiu and his touches as possible.
The need to remove those annoying pieces of clothing that kept him from feeling Jiu completely and the tingling in his lungs demanding for oxygen made SungYeol to break the kiss.
Both of them were panting hard, as if they had just run a marathon but in SungYeol’s mind the marathon had just started as this suppressed urges of getting more of Jiu were back on their full might and something told him that Jiu felt something very similar.
He looked in now dark-haired ones eyes and he remembered seeing the exact same look before during the first night they really spent together, only now it was more intense. Both emotions it mirrored were nearly burning holes in SungYeol’s entire being and strangely he couldn’t get enough of that. He now recognized only one of the two - lust, while other was the emotion he saw in Jiu’s more and more often when he looked at SungYeol but at that moment he really wasn’t in mood to figure that emotion out.
SungYeol sat up, making Jiu to sit back on his knees as well. Loosing no time he rid himself of his pants and underwear. He was so busy with that and his mind was so clouded with want that he didn’t even notice how Jiu got rid of the last pieces of clothing he got and locked his lips around a patch of skin on SungYeol’s shoulder.
SungYeol moaned out loud and his hands flew to the back of Jiu’s head, his fingers tangling in others black lock, pulling him closer and encouraging him to mark SungYeol as his, to which Jiu reacted in appropriate way.
He took the patch of skin between his teeth and gently bit on the skin, sucking and licking it afterwards. He repeated the same actions moving down SungYeol’s torso, leaving random purple and red marks all over SungYeol’s upper body. His hands all this time were rubbing SungYeol’s thighs and sides, his fingers just briefly skimming over others inner thighs, but enough to make SungYeol shiver.
SungYeol needed more and he needed it now.
He wrapped his fingers around the back Jiu’s neck and pulled him up for a kiss as a distraction for him and Jiu, while he shifted both of them, so that their erections would touch. The touch was slight but both of them moaned and SungYeol entwined his long fingers around both of their members, stroking them together in a perfectly slow, teasing pace.
With something that sounded more like a growl, Jiu broke the kiss and rested his forehead against SungYeol’s, staring straight at him with his lust filled eyes and making SungYeol to shiver from the intensity of the stare.
SungYeol let go of their lengths and wrapped his fingers around Jiu’s wrist instead, brining others fingers to his lips. A bit of curiosity flashed in Jiu’s eyes and SungYeol smirked licking Jiu’s fingers once before locking his lips around them and coating them with his saliva.
Just like the first night, Jiu’s eyes were locked with his, completely concentrated on what SungYeol was doing and that was one major turn on for him.
He stopped his actions on Jiu’s digits when he felt they’re wet enough and let Jiu to pull them out of his mouth.
“Prep me…” SungYeol whispered, feeling how light blush crept in his cheeks, no matter how silly it was. He spread his legs more, giving Jiu better access to which Jiu reacted with a curious look.
Before SungYeol managed to say anything (he had no idea what he wanted to say anyway), Jiu was kissing him again one of his wet digits swirling around SungYeol’s entrance making the later to moan and groan in to the kiss.
One particular moan grew into a mewl when Jiu finally inserted the first finger and SungYeol couldn’t help himself but to automatically thrust back on it. He clawed on Jiu’s shoulders as the former blond started to move his digit around, pushing and pulling, twirling and twisting making SungYeol in to a mess even before the second joined in adding scissoring to the list of motions.
The line about Jiu having a natural talent in this stuck somewhere in SungYeol’s brain when the third finger joined in and SungYeol’s back arched from the mattress as Jiu brushed over a special knot of nerves of nerves in side of him. He was so close to his release that he had to stop, as he wanted to reach his peak with Jiu inside of him.
“Stop…” SungYeol breathed out and Jiu stopped the very moment. “Lay… lay down.” SungYeol said his voice a bit shaky, head spinning, legs wobbling even when he just kneeled. He pushed Jiu back by his shoulders and other obediently lied down, resting on his elbows.
SungYeol licked his lips, finally seeing Jiu’s manhood perfectly as last time it was nighttime but now the midday sun already crept trough the window. He settled between Jiu’s legs for now, lowering himself so that he could get to others erection. He lifted it away from Jiu’s body and locked his lips around the tip skipping all teasing as he was too eager himself to tease someone else.
He coated the length with his saliva until it was dripping wet and finally looked up at Jiu, whose gaze he avoided before. The said males chest was rising and falling in deep breaths, his head fallen back, lips parted, eyes closed.
SungYeol placed a kiss on Jiu’s lower abdomen attracting others attention, before he startled his hips and positioned himself above Jiu’s cock. He locked his gaze with Jiu’s and slowly lowered himself on the said member, squeezing his eyes shut half on halfway as the feeling was too much to handle. He rested his hands on Jiu’s chest when other was completely buried in him and tried to regain normal breathing.
Jiu’s hands run up his thighs caressing them in the same sensual manner as before and then settled them on SungYeol’s waist, his fingers brushing over others ribs.
SungYeol took a deep breath and rose himself up, not letting Jiu’s member to completely slip out of him and then sat back down. He repeated the movement again and again, varying with speed and height until he settled in a perfect pace.
SungYeol changed his grip to Jiu’s lower abdomen and sped up a little as soon as Jiu started to move his hips up to meat SungYeol’s movements. With next move SungYeol rotated his hips and a scream of pleasure broke from his lips as that one simple movement changed the angle and the bud of nerves got hit perfectly again and again.
He tightened his grip on Jiu’s waist, his release being close and tried to figure out how to touch himself but he didn’t even completely process the thought of needing to do that, when Jiu’s fingers wrapped around his neglected cock as if Jiu had read his mind. His touch was like a fire to gunpowder and with just few strokes SungYeol screamed Jiu’s name from the top of his lungs, cuming all over his own and Jiu’s stomachs.
Jiu’s hand returned to SungYeol’s hips, now almost motioning him in his place - pulling him up and nearly slamming him back down few seconds before a growl mixed with something that was oddly similar to SungYeol’s name broke from Jiu’s lips and he filled SungYeol with his release.
All strength finally left SungYeol and he collapsed on top of Jiu letting others member to slip out of him. He wrapped his arms around the former blond and rested his head on others shoulder, slowly regaining normal breathing while Jiu wrapped his arms around SungYeol almost pulling him closer (though that was impossible) and rested his head on top of SungYeol’s, his chest rising and falling in deep breaths.
The afternoon sun shone trough the window, pleasantly warming SungYeol’s back and he slowly drifted of to sleep, listening to Jiu’s breathing.
Next
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So... This smut wasn't supposed to happen.
But as my original plan for this fic suddenly turned for 180 degrees and now this fic will be longer than planned anyway, I decided to add one extra smut.
Hope you guys liked it.
P.S. What do ya think about the poster my friend made? Cool, huh? ^_^