Monster
Title: Monster
Pairing: Kai/D.O
Length: one-shot
Genre: AU; romance; smut; supernatural; drama
Rating: NC 17
A/N: Another fic based on a song. If you have any song you want me to turn in to a fic - leave a comment!
P.S. Find Big Bang song lyrics in this one-shot ;)
Summary: His task was to gain trust, to fool the monster and then kill him, but he failed.
He fell in love with a monster, who turned out to more of a human than anyone and he was ready to everything to save him.
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Something crashed behind the door of KyungSoo's apartment and he automatically jumped from his seat. There was only person who could come to him at this time, yet it was to early even for him. Never before he came so early ad the transformation usually hit him later. Never the less KyungSoo rushed to the door and almost opened them without looking who it was.
"Who is it?" he asked, his hand already on the handle.
"KyungSoo..." a weak, yet audible voice said behind the door and with no second thought KyungSoo opened door and automatically got armful of a completely haggard JongIn who barely could stand. He had a painful grimace on his face, his body shook violently.
"It can't be." KyungSoo said under his breath and stepped back in to his apartment, holding JongIn, and closed the door locking it afterwards. "Why are you changing now?" he asked, not hiding the utter panic in his voice. He wasn't ready for JongIn, not tonight. The scars from previous time still hadn't healed completely and he knew that this months bill basically would consist of pain-killers and bandages.
"I don't know." Jongin hissed, his body suddenly tensing up and making him cry in pain and then falling limb again. "It hurts so much." he whispered, his whisper almost turning in to a sob.
For the first time KyungSoo saw him in so much pain. It was always painful and excruciating and when he saw this for he first time his heart almost jumped out of his chest. But it then it almost jumped out, now it was beating so fast that he was almost 100% positive that it will break his ribs and jump out.
"Try to breath, ok?" KyungSoo said, a knot forming in his throat as he couldn't stand seeing JongIn in this kind of state.
He basically dragged him to the bedroom and helped him to lie down on the bed.
Another wave of cramps took control on JongIn's body and probably the most heart breaking cry of pain broke from his lip, bouncing from the bedroom walls and as it seemed entering KyungSoo's ears more than just once.
"It will be ok. Just breath." KyungSoo sat on the edge of the bed to somehow hold JongIn down when new a seizure would start again.
"I don't want to change." JongIn whispered, breathing heavily his chest rising and falling in fast pace. "I'm not a monster." he said, looking at KyungSoo, his eyes watery and pleading for a salvation that only KyungSoo could give him.
"I know you're not." KyungSoo caressed JongIn's cheek and leaned closer to briefly peck others' slightly parted lips.
"I need you." JongIn whispered, his hand weakly wrapping around KyungSoo's neck.
"I'm here for you... always." KyungSoo replied and this time kissed JongIn deeply. He knew what he had to do to stop Jongin from transforming, to save him from this tantalizing pain. His body still ached as last time when JongIn almost turned was just two weeks ago, but this time was more serious - out of time and more painful than ever. He was ready to endure... for JongIn. "It's going to get better in a moment." he whispered and stood up after pecking JongIn's lips to rid himself of clothes and JongIn of his afterwards.
He carefully straddled others hips and run his hands over JongIn's body, making other to finally sigh in a some sort of relief. Slowly he started to plant kisses all over others haggard and tensed body until he reached his lips and pressed his against JongIn's.
KyungSoo moaned softly when JongIn's hands wrapped around his neck, pulling him closer and deepening their kiss. His body now tensed for a completely different reason, his grip getting stronger.
"Forgive me." JongIn whispered before he flipped them over, so that he was on top of KyungSoo. His usually chestnut brown eyes were completely black, ravishing KyungSoo's soul with a single glance. Sharp claws slowly extracted from his fingers, fangs grew in his mouth, soon poking his full lower lip. This no longer was JongIn, neither it was a monster, that used to kill everyone in his way. He was something in between, something that only lusted for KyungSoo.
KyungSoo's back arched from the bed with a small cry as a clawed hand slowly run over his sides, single claw pointing out each of his ribs, and then caressed his thighs. When this happened first he was sacred for his life and didn't quite enjoy it, but now he doubted he could ever enjoy anything apart from this. He knew that JongIn, though being in half monstrous state, would never hurt him, would never use his full strength on him. JongIn loved him no matter in what state he was and... and he loved JongIn no matter in what state he was.
KyungSoo wrapped his arms around JongIn's neck pulling him in for a kiss, ignoring fangs scraping his lips and clawed hands still roaming over his body and slowly spreading his legs.
In a moment KyungSoo's broke the kiss with a cry that echoed around the room, as JongIn thrust in him with all his might, making KyungSoo to see start immediately. He gripped on JongIn's shoulders as much as he could and clenched his teeth, as JongIn's claws dug in to his thighs lifting him higher. With no warning JongIn started to thrust in KyungSoo's body, groans and nearly roars coming from his mouth, while KyungSoo almost trashed beneath him.
His body was now in pain that was mixed with pleasure so much he couldn't tell where one started and other ended. His throat as already soar from cries and now nearly soundless moans broke trough his bruised, nearly bleeding lips. His fingers ached from the death grip he had on JongIn's shoulders. His lower body seemed to be on fire that burned him to death like hell fires and made him feel the bliss of heaven at the same time. His vision started to turn grey and he shut his eyes.
"JongIn~ah!" with almost his last strengths KyungSoo screamed from the top of his lungs, as JongIn dug his fangs into his shoulder, nearly brutally thrusting in him and filling him up with his release. KyungSoo's vision went black as he came, no longer debating of how wrong it was that this gave him pleasure as he did the first times and his body went limb in JongIn's now non clawed hands.
"Forgive me." JongIn whispered as he lied down and pulled KyungSoo as close to him as possible. "I love you." he whispered again, kissing KyungSoo's forehead gently.
"I know." KyungSoo said quietly, wrapping his arms around JongIn, letting pain to lull him in to sleep.
*
A really annoying ringing woke KyungSoo up and he had to take all his willpower to get out of the bed and JongIn's embrace to answer the phone.
"Yes?" he said, not hiding his sleepiness.
"D.O." KyungSoo's eyes were automatically wide open as he heard his code name.
"General Suho..." he said in disbelief. It couldn't be that...
"The subject was near turning out of schedule, am I right?" the voice one the other side of the phone asked.
"Yes. But..." KyungSoo felt how his whole body started to shake. No, it was impossible that...
"That was what we were afraid of. That's mean it's the last time to exterminate the subject."
KyungSoo couldn't hold back a gasp. He barely reminded standing and grabbed on the edge of the nightstand not o fall over. His heart was beating fast again, his head pulsing, his lungs aching. No, he couldn't...
"But, Sir..." he tried to spoke, yet his voice came out as a whisper.
"D.O, we've been dragging this for far too long. He should have been eliminated months ago. The fact that this monsters attacks stopped doesn't change anything he did in the past." With tears already clouding his vision, KyungSoo turned toward the bed where JongIn was still sound asleep looking as innocent as one could look.
"But... JongIn is not a monster." KyungSoo whispered, not quiet aware that he was still on the phone.
"Kai. Subjects name in all files is Kai," The voice on the other side said. "The gun is left by your door. You're aware of what will happen, if you don't fulfill the task." the line went quiet and KyungSoo put the phone down. His hands were shaking violently as well as his whole body. He manged to find some sort of clothes and go to the front door, holding by the walls or anything that could keep him from falling. His body didn't ache from last night, it ached and screamed because of what he had to do.
A package was left in front of his door and he thought his hand will fall of when he lifted it. Not that it was heavy - he just didn't want to pick it up, to even look at it.
In the same way he got to the front door, he returned to the bedroom carrying the content of the bag in his hand. With heavy steps he stood in front of the bed, looking at JongIn's still sleeping form.
JongIn was not a monster. He didn't want to be a monster. He was as scared from himself as everyone was from him, maybe even more, but from the very beginning this was KyungSoo's task - to gain trust, to lure the monster in a trap and then, when the time is right, kill him. But JongIn was not a monster...
With a shaking hand KyungSoo rose the gun and aimed at JongIn. His eyes got watery again and soon uncontrollable tears started to flow over his cheeks. He couldn't held back his sobs and his hand started to shake even more. How could he?
JongIn's eyes slowly opened and stared right at KyungSoo, who was still aiming at him. They yet again ravished his soul, yet now they were in their ordinary color.
KyungSoo felt like he's going to faint any minute. His throat went dry and any words he wanted to say just stuck there like in sinking sands.
Without saying a thing, JongIn got up from the bed and went toward KyungSoo. He took the gun from KyungSoo's shaking hand and threw it somewhere. Where? KyungSoo didn't care at all as JongIn wrapped his arms around others' shaking frame, locking him in a , as it seemed, safe embrace.
"I'm sorry... I am so sorry." KyungSoo sobbed, hiding his face in the crook of others' neck.
"It's okay. I knew... I knew from the very beginning." JongIn said, making KyungSoo to look at him.
"You did?" he asked, tears still flowing over his face.
"Yes. But I couldn't help myself. I'm not a monster - I'm capable of love and the one I love is you. I couldn't stay away from you as before I met you I have never felt like a human." JongIn gently wiped KyungSoo's tears away. "Do you know when the attacks ended?" KyungSoo shook his head. "6 months ago. Right when I met you. I'm not a monster because of you." JongIn continued, caressing KyungSoo's cheeks. "I don't want to be a monster ever again. I don't want to lose you."
"I don't want to lose you either." KyungSoo said, blinking away the last tears of his.
"Then stay come with me. Somewhere where they couldn't find us as they will now after you as well."
"I don't care, if I'm a target now. I can't... I will never be able to harm you, because you've never harmed me." KyungSoo sniffed.
"I harm you every time..." JongIn sighed gently running his thumb over the fresh scar on KyungSoo's shoulder.
"You could rip me to pieces or drain my blood, but you don't that... because you are not a monster." KyungSoo smiled and pressed his lips against JongIn's, receiving a reply at the very moment. He couldn't oppress a moan, as Jongin kissed him deeply, yet so gently that KyungSoo forgot about everything on this planet apart from both of them in that moment.
"I love you." JongIn said, resting his forehead against KyungSoo's.
"I love you." KyungSoo whispered with a smile and kissed JongIn again.
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Sappy lousy ending is sappy and lousy...
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