Never Let Go
Title: Never Let Go
Pairing: YunHo/JaeJoong
Length: drabble
Genre: AU; angst(a bit); romance; fluff
Rating: PG 13
A/N: Sequel to Make Me Forget and the last part in these short drabble series. (I will post a small 'master post' with links to all parts ;) ) p.s. this is mushy as fck... again. I just needed to get this scene out of my head.
Summary: "You've hurt me so many times and I'm still here. I've never even thought about letting you go, about giving up on you as long as you need me. This makes me a fool, but I don't care."
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A single sunbeam broke trough the curtains in YunHo’s room, falling straight on his face and making him whince in his half asleep state. He sat up and rubbed his face, trying to gain consescioness faster. Foggy scenes from last night attacked his still sleepy mind. All of them were filled with soft moans and pleads for more, with plump pink lips parted in gasps, with ice blond hair slipping trough his fingers
YunHo finally opened his eyes and looked at the empty space next to him. JaeJoong was gone like he was every morning after their meetings. And YunHo thought that things will be different.
He hid his face in his hands to muffle his own scream of frustration. But everything seemed so…
“YunHo?” a voice called out his name and his head shoot up imediately. JaeJoong was standing in the door aisle, YunHo’s dark blue robe wrapped around his slender frame almost shoving more skin than it was hiding, contrasting with others pale skin. “Are you ok?” JaeJoong asked, went closer and crawled back in bed.
“I’m… I’m fine.” YunHo forced out a smile. He really should stop jumping out with conclusions.
“You though I left, didn’t you?” JaeJoong asked and before YunHo replied, stradled his lap entiwing his arms around others neck. YunHo choosed not to reply. “Were you always this upset when I left?” YunHo sighed and finally wrapped his arms around JaeJoong’s waist under the robe.
“At first , yes. Then I got used to it.” He said, his gaze focused on JaeJoong’s hickey covered skin twitching under his touch.
"I'm sorry." JaeJoong muttered with a gasp, as YunHo continued to caress his skin.
"I forgive you." YunHo said with a smile and pressed a kiss on JaeJoong's exposed chest.
"Why..." a barely audible whisper broke from JaeJoong's lips.
"Why what?" YunHo looked at others face that was covered by half wet blond strands of hair.
"Why you forgive me so easily... why... why you love me?" JaeJoong whispered.
"I can't answer." YunHo brushed few strands away from JaeJoong's face. "I just do and nothing will change that."
"How can you be so sure?" JaeJoong's gaze was still lowered. YunHo gently took JaeJoong's chin between his fingers and lifted it, making the blond to look at him.
"You... You've hurt me so many times and I'm still here." JaeJoong tried to look away yet YunHo didn't let him. "I've never even thought about letting you go, about giving up on you as long as you need me. This makes me a fool, but I don't care."
"I'm really sorry." JaeJoong murmured, tightening his grip around YunHo's neck and hiding his face in crook of others neck.
"I've already forgiven you." YunHo entwined his arms around others waist a bit tighter.
"You know that I can't tell the world about us, right?" JaeJoong said, his breath hot against YunHo's neck.
"I know." YunHo sighed.
"And you're ok with that?" JaeJoong pulled away from the hug a little, just to look at YunHo.
"I have no choice and I rather have you like this then don't have you at all." YunHo smiled and pecked JaeJoong's lips.
"Ok..." JaeJoong returned the smile and YunHo felt how his heart skips a beat. When was the last time he saw JaeJoong smiling? Have he ever seen JaeJoong smiling? "Just one thing..." JaeJoong continued. "Promise me, that you... you won't give up on me, that you won't let me go, ok?" he asked and looked straight in YunHo's eyes looking as serious as possible.
"I promise. No... I swear." YunHo smiled yet again and kissed the blond, laying both of them on the bed. "Do you have to go somewhere today?" YunHo asked between kisses.
"Kind of." JaeJoong answered with a pout.
"What if I won't let you?" YunHo smirked, running his fingers trough others still damp hair.
"Then I hope you won't let me leave ever." JaeJoong smiled, sat up and let the blue robe finally slip of his shoulders, making YunHo gasp.
"I will try my best to never let you go anywhere." YunHo said, his eyes traveling over others frame. He pulled the blond back down attacking his neck with kisses and got lost in others moans, scent and presence.
For first time he was determined enough not let go...ever.
Pairing: YunHo/JaeJoong
Length: drabble
Genre: AU; angst(a bit); romance; fluff
Rating: PG 13
A/N: Sequel to Make Me Forget and the last part in these short drabble series. (I will post a small 'master post' with links to all parts ;) ) p.s. this is mushy as fck... again. I just needed to get this scene out of my head.
Summary: "You've hurt me so many times and I'm still here. I've never even thought about letting you go, about giving up on you as long as you need me. This makes me a fool, but I don't care."
~*~
A single sunbeam broke trough the curtains in YunHo’s room, falling straight on his face and making him whince in his half asleep state. He sat up and rubbed his face, trying to gain consescioness faster. Foggy scenes from last night attacked his still sleepy mind. All of them were filled with soft moans and pleads for more, with plump pink lips parted in gasps, with ice blond hair slipping trough his fingers
YunHo finally opened his eyes and looked at the empty space next to him. JaeJoong was gone like he was every morning after their meetings. And YunHo thought that things will be different.
He hid his face in his hands to muffle his own scream of frustration. But everything seemed so…
“YunHo?” a voice called out his name and his head shoot up imediately. JaeJoong was standing in the door aisle, YunHo’s dark blue robe wrapped around his slender frame almost shoving more skin than it was hiding, contrasting with others pale skin. “Are you ok?” JaeJoong asked, went closer and crawled back in bed.
“I’m… I’m fine.” YunHo forced out a smile. He really should stop jumping out with conclusions.
“You though I left, didn’t you?” JaeJoong asked and before YunHo replied, stradled his lap entiwing his arms around others neck. YunHo choosed not to reply. “Were you always this upset when I left?” YunHo sighed and finally wrapped his arms around JaeJoong’s waist under the robe.
“At first , yes. Then I got used to it.” He said, his gaze focused on JaeJoong’s hickey covered skin twitching under his touch.
"I'm sorry." JaeJoong muttered with a gasp, as YunHo continued to caress his skin.
"I forgive you." YunHo said with a smile and pressed a kiss on JaeJoong's exposed chest.
"Why..." a barely audible whisper broke from JaeJoong's lips.
"Why what?" YunHo looked at others face that was covered by half wet blond strands of hair.
"Why you forgive me so easily... why... why you love me?" JaeJoong whispered.
"I can't answer." YunHo brushed few strands away from JaeJoong's face. "I just do and nothing will change that."
"How can you be so sure?" JaeJoong's gaze was still lowered. YunHo gently took JaeJoong's chin between his fingers and lifted it, making the blond to look at him.
"You... You've hurt me so many times and I'm still here." JaeJoong tried to look away yet YunHo didn't let him. "I've never even thought about letting you go, about giving up on you as long as you need me. This makes me a fool, but I don't care."
"I'm really sorry." JaeJoong murmured, tightening his grip around YunHo's neck and hiding his face in crook of others neck.
"I've already forgiven you." YunHo entwined his arms around others waist a bit tighter.
"You know that I can't tell the world about us, right?" JaeJoong said, his breath hot against YunHo's neck.
"I know." YunHo sighed.
"And you're ok with that?" JaeJoong pulled away from the hug a little, just to look at YunHo.
"I have no choice and I rather have you like this then don't have you at all." YunHo smiled and pecked JaeJoong's lips.
"Ok..." JaeJoong returned the smile and YunHo felt how his heart skips a beat. When was the last time he saw JaeJoong smiling? Have he ever seen JaeJoong smiling? "Just one thing..." JaeJoong continued. "Promise me, that you... you won't give up on me, that you won't let me go, ok?" he asked and looked straight in YunHo's eyes looking as serious as possible.
"I promise. No... I swear." YunHo smiled yet again and kissed the blond, laying both of them on the bed. "Do you have to go somewhere today?" YunHo asked between kisses.
"Kind of." JaeJoong answered with a pout.
"What if I won't let you?" YunHo smirked, running his fingers trough others still damp hair.
"Then I hope you won't let me leave ever." JaeJoong smiled, sat up and let the blue robe finally slip of his shoulders, making YunHo gasp.
"I will try my best to never let you go anywhere." YunHo said, his eyes traveling over others frame. He pulled the blond back down attacking his neck with kisses and got lost in others moans, scent and presence.
For first time he was determined enough not let go...ever.