I'm loosin you...
WHAT THE FUCK!
I'm such a horrible friend, and now my best friend, my fucking right hand is leaving me and going to Germany. What the fuck!? Rachael, would I ever fucking do that to you!? Would I ever leave you alone and fly half way across the God damn world for months. Jesus fucking christ this is bullshit. I hope you hate it. I hope you hate germany. I hope you come crawling back. How can you do this!? You're not even gone while I sit here crying, but it feels like you left. what the fuck! What am I supposed to do now? I don't want to fucking go away to college. I don't want to leave. What if you decide not to come back. Then what am I supposed to do! We were supposed to move out together, and gorw up together, and get old and wrinkly together. I'm working two fucking jobs so I can do that someday and you're fucking leaving.
I'm such a horrible friend, and now my best friend, my fucking right hand is leaving me and going to Germany. What the fuck!? Rachael, would I ever fucking do that to you!? Would I ever leave you alone and fly half way across the God damn world for months. Jesus fucking christ this is bullshit. I hope you hate it. I hope you hate germany. I hope you come crawling back. How can you do this!? You're not even gone while I sit here crying, but it feels like you left. what the fuck! What am I supposed to do now? I don't want to fucking go away to college. I don't want to leave. What if you decide not to come back. Then what am I supposed to do! We were supposed to move out together, and gorw up together, and get old and wrinkly together. I'm working two fucking jobs so I can do that someday and you're fucking leaving.