Apr 11, 2006 14:45
So spring break has offically started and its going pretty goofd so far, but I haven't been feeling like myself lately like I want to go out but I don't want to be around any one? It just seems that everything I do or in other words don't do I get yelled at for or bitched at either way it results in me yelling casue well I have a temper problem. I've felt like this befoer but for some reason this feels different and I duuno how to deal with i. Maybe im just being paranoid I dunno. Also it seems like no one understands what im going through and how I feel righ tnow becasue of my gran and everything and everytime I go to one person for advice its always the wrong advice she gives me and it seems like she doesn't fucking care. ther is only really once person I can go to about this and im so fucking thankful for her. Antoher thing Im just sick of two of my friends like they are into shit Im not into and I just dont care to hang aroung them anymore and if I lost contact with thme I wouldn't care the least bit. Tomorrow night is kristins sleep over which should put me in a better mood. So this morning I had to go shopping for a dress for joe's and trish's wedding and its pretty so yea that's done and over with now all there is is the wedding -twitch- that's enough of my rant fuck off
-Ann